#messedupmind

[monkeywandsgutter]

I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on in your head when you don't even understand it yourself. But. You're also allowed to feel messed up and inside out. It doesn't mean you're defective - it just means you're human.. #MentalHealth #MessedUpMind #NeedToClearMyHead #Sunshine #BeachWalks #JervoiseBay https://www.instagram.com/p/CI3Gu4GnV5c/?igshid=pqlwh4u15o07

[anjali911-blog]

Our minds are as messy as our wardrobes. Messed up with the clutter that we ourself have shopped for. No matter how hard you try to clear it, it keeps piling back. But finding your calling from that cluttered closet of your mind is like,giving another shot at decluttering. Not having touched her for months...I think i found mine for the day. Time to grab her!!!! Zoom...Focus...Click. #mindaswardrobes #myownthoughts #messedupmind #needfordeclutter #dslr #insearchofagoodclick #findmycalling

[psych-coffee-logy]

Why being lost is also a good thing

Okay. It took me a lot of courage to compose this post. This is about my thoughts almost everyday. For me, this is a serious and important matter. This wouldn’t get off my mind every single day. And, everytime this would get into my mind, I can’t help but to feel anxious.

I am so lost at the moment. Some of the people around me might think that I am lucky because I finished all my subjects and that I am just waiting for graduation and complying with the requirements. For me, yeah I am grateful that I have made it this far. (LOL, did I really gone too far?) But, it really made me feel anxious because I dont know what to do next! I don’t know if I should go get a job for me to help my parents or should I focus first on reviewing for the board exam or should I really need to take the board exam? What if I decided to take the exam then I failed? It would be just a waste of time. See, my thoughts are so messy right now. I do not know what to do. 

But, here’s the positive side about me being so messy. I learn to weigh things into my mind and contemplate on the decisions I have to make. I learn to be open to other people. I learn to talk about my problem to other people.And, it’s a big help! I learn to be faithful to God, because no matter what happens, none of us know what will happen in the future.  Above all, it will help you give all your desires to God and to just trust what will happen. 

Looking back, there were also a lot of times where I am really confused if ever I will survive. Last month, I thought I could never finish my internship in two setting into one semester. Last few weeks, I thought I wasn’t able to claim the thesis that I passed months ago. Last few days, I thought it will be hard for me to revise some part of the thesis. You see? Life always made us ask questions regarding our capability that made us feel lost from time to time. But being lost also enable us to keep going to see where we are going.  

So if ever you feel lost, just keep going. You’ll eventually see where you are heading and you’ll be able to thank yourself for not giving up. 

[missbluntspeaksposts]

Current study situation. #messydesk #messedupmind #1stpost #manymoretocome

[confusedcookie]

Narinig ko kung paano mo pag salitaan ang ex mo, narinig ko lahat.

Nakita ko kung ano ung galit at lungkot na nabuo sayo dati.

Ngayon takot ako, natakot ako na ganyan kadin kung sakaling maging tayo at magkaron ng hangganan.

[rshllgnld]

😣

Waiting isn’t really my thing but I will just for you. I’ll wait til you be mine. As long as there’s that lil percent of chance then I’ll stay. But hey if there’s really nothing. Please tell me right away. Coz I’m only holding with that lil percent of hope..

[pilsbury77]

Who is inside

The knife through the flesh, the minds appeal, The exquisite pain and blood, the inevitable heal. The scars on my body I don't try and hide, As I am trapped by the scars hidden inside. My demons engulf me, stifle my breath, Encouraging me, to find my peace with death, I wish that my mind would settle my soul, Let me find my happy place and let me be whole. How can I find that thing that will set me free, When I have played a part for so long I have never met me. I hid when I was little, one of six boys, To avoid anything I would fain inner joys. I lost me so long ago not sure who I am, So how can I be me now I'm a man? I have lost so much from hiding away That I lost so much more than I could ever say. I now struggle on fighting my mind, Looking for something I don't want to find. Why don't I want to find the real me. Because what if I do, and I don't like what I see.

[survivinglifesstruggles]

Mind in a Dark Place

Cant sleep. Wish I could. Its 1 in the morning.

My mind is in a dark place and I can't fall asleep. 

Fuck