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twenty one // psych graduate 🎓 // i love coffee

[psych-coffee-logy]

Why do I always find myself in the same crappy situation. I don’t want this anymore.

[dappledwiththeflickers-deactiva]

Taylor really said “I’m sorry for not making all too well a single here is the ten minute version, a short film, an acoustic performance, an snl performance and a sad girl autumn version of the song” and we just let her

[worshipgifs]

[kozmeek-deactivated20240613]

the goal is to have that post-break up glow up then meet someone whos totally different only to have ur heart broken once again. then repeat.

we out here being clowns. lol.

[hoeonfilm]

Do you ever feel like you’re missing out on so much just because of being who you are and not someone else? Whenever I see a beautiful girl I wonder how it must feel to be that beautiful and if I’ll ever feel like that. Or when I see someone who’s confident and extroverted and I imagine how nice and easy it must be to be that way. Or when I see someone that’s my age who has already accomplished so much or been in so many places and experienced so many things, I can’t help but feel like time is falling from my hands like sand and I’m not getting better or going anywhere. I grew up watching movies and reading stories that made me believe that life was supposed to be constantly exciting and I haven’t felt that way many times and I just feel so stuck being myself. I wish I could be someone else for a while.

[psych-coffee-logy]

Finally back to my safe space. No judgy hereeee ✨

[djklmnx]

[loveless-anime-deactivated20230]

[psych-coffee-logy]

nakakamiss yung pakiramdam na may nagagawa kang tama. kahit maliit lang sahod ko before saka ang dami gagawin, iba yung pakiramdam na may na-accomplish ka :((((((

[chris-evans]

“Always believe in yourself. Do this and no matter where you are, you will have nothing to fear.”—Hayao Miyazaki 

SPIRITED AWAY | 千と千尋の神隠し (2001)

[psych-coffee-logy]

i h8 my workk :((((

[psych-coffee-logy]

🗑

Gagu, i miss tumblr. This used to be my safe space especially during college & board exam days. No one knew me here (i guess soooo?) I read about my previous posts and it is all about studying, getting my life together, and looking forward to future etc.

And now, time has passed. Years wherein I questioned myself may mararating ba ko or how will I be doing in the future. I passed the exam. I got my first job. Pandemic shit happened. Look at us now, still in this pandemic.

I just realized that I kept on looking forward to future without being grateful on my current situation. It's depressing for now especially with my age (early 20s hehe) i look forward to many firsts in my life, I finally had the chance to do things on my own. I finally have the chance to travel, build my career, exploring finances, making memories with my family and with the love of my life — and in one snap, covid shit took every chance that I have.

It might be difficult to be optimistic in times like this but I will try. Above all else, God has never forsaken us. We are blessed to be working from home, to have food in our tables, to be with my family everyday and to have a shelter to stay home to. That may be enough to give me hope that all of this will finally come to an end. I hope covid just disappears or whatever....

This. too. shall. pass.

[psych-coffee-logy]

im back y'all, hello hello ✌

[psych-coffee-logy]

qaqu inaanxiety aqu :"(((

[poemswords]

[poemswords]

[psych-coffee-logy]

I wanna live my life deliberately. Without thinking of what other people would say. Without being afraid of anyone's judgment. It's hard living with boomers in one household who thinks everything you do is wrong and thinks that you are living your life to give back what they have done to you. 🙃