#messy talks

[im-a-crying-mess]

what kind of glitch is this why is every post saying it has “1 notes” before i click on it. what

[messydiabolical]

Small name change folks, goodbye Missy Diabolical, hello Messy Diabolical. I think it reflects the genderfuckery beautifully, no? I've been using Missy since I was 15 on various platforms. I'm 34 now. It's hard to say goodbye to that name, we've been through some shit! But I've reached a point where i'm also tired of always being seen as a girl, and *only* a girl. I'm not. I'm not entirely sure what I am. I flip flop between genderfluid, genderqueer, apagender, agender, non binary. Like I said, fuckery. But one things for sure- i'm not a girl. So i'm switching the pronoun preference too for now at least. They/them. And please know, I'm not pissy at people here if they've she'd me before- my pronouns were stated as any/all and my name was Missy, it's literally a feminine title, I totally get why people defaulted to only using she/her pronouns by habit. I'm changing which socials I can. Some a name change isn't an option. I'll have to decide in time if I want to open new accounts or live with the mix up for a while. Twitter is already changed. A03 I can't. I'm not sure about FA or pillowfort yet. Anyway, If anyone loses me somewhere, you can always dm me here and ask. and now I get to see how much this breaks my old posts- when I dropped the musings before it did some weird shit for a while. round 2!

Cheers me dears (»˘ ³˘)♥

[write-helluva-messy-boss]

(ignoring my absolutely disgusting mirror)

after makeup, i decided to crochet a trial for fizzarolli's jester hat...

y'all it was not supposed to be this cute.

(also def serving twilek lol)

[messyspacespades]

Either Starscream participated in the Cybertronian ides of march or he was the Ceaser in the Cybertronian Ides of March.

[12cczd]

Taehyung!?@# ૮₍´｡ᵔ ꈊ ᵔ｡`₎ა ! 🖇️ ああああ！

૮₍ 𖦹 ˕ × ₎ა #!?# You're good?

[write-helluva-messy-boss]

i kind of want to write the scene where Fizz, Ozzie, and Exim crash a wedding, but I'm not sure if I'll be able to get it down on paper in the same glorious way i see it happening in my head.

ugh. writing is hard.

[messy-mittens]

I wonder how self-indulgent of a story I could write.... hmmm

[messy-mittens]

Kinda wanna take another stab at a mobfell fic I gave up awhile back. Not the same way I did it before.

Something different.

It was about Sans and Papyrus getting a hit put on them. Frisk coincidently is the hitman who is running out of resets. By the end, they're captured. Things get complicated when the brothers find out that Frisk's roommate is none other than they're father. The man who didn't deserve to be called a father after the hell he put Sans and Paps through.

Thing is, Gaster turned over a new leaf. He made a new family of his own with Frisk and a billion cats around the city.

Will Sans kill Gaster once and for all or will Papyrus's persistence rue the day?

There's also a side thing with Frisk getting high off of getting beaten the shit out of. Ironically, the fic started out heavy kink-comedy and prob will go more anime-style fighting one.

Who knows.

If I do end up doing that, I'll have to rewrite big stretches of it for it to work.