Decided to make this public: If you don't support my future as a musician, then don't expect it from me when it happens. I am doing it all on my own and for being on my own, I am actually surprised I have almost 1k followers here and 394 on my youtube... I never even imagined to have this much support and to say it is not a job because I don't get paid for it at the moment is stupid... nusic is who I am and when I get my shit together, this is gonna happen. It has already started happening. And I would appreciate the live and support. They say that the best thing to do in times of stress is to rid yourself of toxic people and negativity and I have found myself getting rid of many people lately. It is times like these that I feel defeated but I won't give up. I am a Gomez and we Gomezes can get our asses kicked to the ground, but we keep on fighting. I don't care what anyone has to say about my pursuit of metal music, about how my music doesn't pay me well, or about how i should give it up. It is not who I am. I encourage you all to chase the things you love and let go of anything that makes you unhappy. #motivation #metal #metalhead #metalmusic #metalgirls #musician #youtube #indie #indierock #symphonicmetal #ladiesofsymphonicmetal #arwenstarsong #unsigned #singer #singerlife #metalqueeninthemaking