#mewriting

[showersofstardust]

Remember that someone's behavior or lack of interaction is someone communicating too

If they don't engage,

If they avoid,

If they ignore,

If they deflect,

If they don't notice or acknowledge you

If they don't respect you,

If they don't apologize,

If they don't show interest,

If they don't listen,

If they make up excuses,

If they lie,

If they're always too busy,

If they take advantage...

This is them communicating. Honor yourself and find people who want you as much as you want them.

If they wanted to, they would. If they knew better, they'd do better.

[transimailisa]

either eve/villanelle 58. “You smell like a wet dog.” or sansa/dany 31. “I haven’t slept in ages.” please!

sansa/dany 31. “I haven’t slept in ages.” with some au where sansa is the one meeting daenerys in dragonstone

Sansa stood by the window of her cabin. The sea was calm tonight, it did not mean Sansa’s mind was. The past few days were foggy memories of what had been said in the Dragonpit and the swinging movement of Daenerys’ ship. The gods were kind enough for their travel to White Harbour to be peaceful in these troubling times.

When was the last time Sansa had lie down instead of writing letters to her family about the current situation and that her well being was in no way compromised, she could not tell.

She decided that a walk might clear her mind, other activities failing so.

The deck was faintly light by the moon and none of the patrolling Unsullied disturbed her. Only a tired voice.

“Lady Stark.”

The Dragon Queen could not be more beautiful, Sansa had thought once. How wrong had she been.

“It is quite late for a walk. Are you troubled ?” Daenerys asked.

“Visiting the place which brought their family such misery can do that to a person.”

Daenerys hummed in understanding, “Rest might be good for you.”

“I have not slept in ages.” Sansa chuckled, “Nightmares. They happened more often.”

Daenerys took her hand softly, a touch Sansa learned to be familiar with during her time with Daenerys.

“Maybe I could be of some help.”

Both walked peacefully to the Queen’s cabin and Sansa finally let herself fall in Daenerys’ arms.

[83161marshmallow]

Memory of Green

How many times did the world begin again?

How many times must the world reapeat?

How many times will I watch you die?

I was becoming tired of the endless cycle.

Yet I cling to that endless cycle.

Drowsiness came over me…

~Finally~

The sky turned white.

Everything except the ground disappeared.

And the world was filled with memories.

Memories of the world.

Memories of everyone that existed.

One memory caught my eye, it was one of my own.

It showed the days when we were young.

We were always together.

But who were you?

I remember you yet I didn’t remember you.

Eyes filled with determination.

Eyes filled with fascination.

You were like a leaf in the water.

You were like a fire in the wind.

A elegant shade of blue,

A fierce shade of red,

A mysterious shade of black,

And a calming shade of brown.

I loved every color of you.

I did?

Did you hate me?

Or

Did you love me too?

Ahhh.

I don’t know anymore.

Tell me.

Please tell me.

But wait.

Where are you?

Oh right.

I remember.

You left me.

~I’m going to see you again~

The ground disappeared then I fell.

And I continued to fall.

I passed through each memory of us.

Yet I couldn’t figure you out.

You loved the world so much you were willing to die.

~You gave yourself up for a world that was going to end anyway.~

I hated that part of you.

Yet I loved every part of you.

I didn’t want to lose you.

Yet I did lose you.

~Let’s meet again~

The sky turned black.

Each memory started to wither.

“Deleting” a voice said.

And then the world ended.

Just like always.

I would meet you again.

Then I would forget you again.

But that came after being with you again.

I would hear a voice.

And it would say: “New game”

Then we will finally meet.

…

…

…

It’s taking too long.

Why is it still dark?

I don’t like it dark.

Hurry up.

…

…

Hurry uP AND START!

START!

…

Why ? Why isn’t it starting?

…

I.

I need to meet that person.

Please.

…

And so the world stayed like that for 3 long years.

When I woke up.

I was standing there.

In a familiar place I knew.

“I challenge you” a boy called out to me.

That boy.

He reminds me of someone.

Someone I know.

Surely I’ll meet you here too.

In this new world.

[notreallyapickyeater]

Im in for a challenge!

Not that i running out idea for what to post next, but this challenge is a thing id always wanted to do! so here we go: me joining the 30 Days Challenge!! So, here how it works, i have to write one post a day in 30 days! but, because this month is kinda hectic and i wouldnt promise something i couldnt do, i will adjust the rule.  Since i post two writings a week, i will make this 30 writings challenge rather than promising 30 days straight! so, probably my next 30 posts will be around this challenge. 

30 Day Letter Challenge

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you know

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want to tell everything to, but afraid too

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

[showersofstardust]

Just because it's hard doesn't mean I can't achieve it

Just because it's hard doesn't mean it isn't meant for me

Just because it's hard doesn't mean I'm not capable of it

Just because it's hard doesn't mean I won't learn

Just because it's hard doesn't mean I don't have a future in it

Just because it's hard doesn't mean I'm not smart

Just because it's hard doesn't mean I'm not good enough

Just because it's hard doesn't mean I can't do it

So I just have to do it and love myself through it.

Just because.

[showersofstardust]

I did it.

I left the job that treated me wrong, and stood up for myself and presented with kindness and dignity as I did.

I commuted to the big city, I worked in a skyscraper and made office chit chat.

Now, I have the job I want. Remote, pay, benefits, kindness, progression and acceptance....

I did it.

The homeschooled little girl would be so proud. I have friends, a husband, a spine, and a job that does me well and will challenge me well.

I did it.

Nearly 6 years later...the vision is coming together, piece by piece.

I did it for you, Becca Jane. And I'll keep doing it for you.

[showersofstardust]

Remember to make yourself happy.

Write poetry, dance, see a counselor, meet up with friends, go see plants and new places.

Dress up or down. Be yourself. Have fun.

In the end, their opinion doesn't matter. I am me.

[showersofstardust]

It's pretty horrible to feel underappreciated by people you love. It especially hurts when you know it isn't because they don't care. It simply leaves me wondering "why? Why is it so easy for others to disengage from me? Why am I so disinteresting?"

I can be harsh on myself. I tend to make it about me, when it's most likely something going on with the other person. I know that I'm not the life of the party. I'm also not the most driven person, or the most intelligent either. I'm also certainly not the best at giving to others or considering their emotions. But I do know that others care, and that I benefit others in that I'm a hard worker. When things happen, I'm there. When it's chaos, I pitch in. When others let me know how I can help, I help to the best of my ability.

No matter how I feel. No matter how much I cry or panic or worry, I stand by others when they reach out, whether I know how to or not. I'll admit how clueless I am and still fight. And there's power in that.

It feels dark right now. It's a confusing and strange time to be alive. But that's okay. I know I'm pretty lucky, and I want to feel gratitude for that. I know that people love me, it's just that we're all struggling, and it's hard to pull together. So I'll take care of me and be there for others where I can. It's what I'm best at. Just keeping on trying and learning as I go and loving as best I can, no matter how angry or miserable or emotional I end up feeling.

I won't be alone. I have allies, family and friends. They aren't always around, but I am thought of and loved by many. That's what I have to remember, even when I feel most alone.

There's a light at the end of this tunnel. Hold on tight.