#michael update

[pearatwar]

pear. hi

i have come to bother you as i so often do.. but not as often recently. Exams hate me and they kill my whimsy

michael update!

Exams

ouh

two year anniversary :)

Ecams

ouh

keep almost kissing one of my friends. boyfriend is supportive i an confused . Prett y guy wants to maybe kiss me wtf

i am gonna. Grab you and spin you and turn you into a billion fragments of glass and mirror and glitter and stars and so many things

i hope you're ok pal. i like you very much hi hi hello

M8CHEL OFMMY GOD! SJSHI im so going to punch! you! deliver me from boredom

i will also have ekams in a couple of weeks..

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HAPPY TWO YEARS! ANNIVERS! ARY! on account of my only ever romantic relationship being an emotional codependency with a transmasc friend that lasted a month before fading into nonexistence i find you and your pardner's dedication admirable. you get a 👍 <- snumbps up

ouh. tension... follow ur heart!! kiss!! oraybe dont because you're not into that what do i know. in the meanwhile if you want to grab me and spin me and break me apart in a gorillion glitters amd crispy crystals yeah do that. pleas e

i am NOT okay! but i am playing pokemon on tha 3ds. blaziken my beloved. we are one and the same in every universe

thank you for the latest patch notes guy. sending much love your way! and possibly your family too. and your partner also gets a -> 👍👍 <- hearty dose of upthumb 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

[kirnet]

Todays part of my dads gay ally homework was explaining he/him and non-binary lesbians 💕

[apocalumpse]

Summary of my life

[pearatwar]

grins at you. Hi pear have a michael update

iam. very cold. brr

my hip has managed to dislocate (?? methinks) and now it Hurts ow ow ow ow ow walking ow. time to get out the old Painkillers and Hope it doesn't Kill me because my joutns are made entirely of silly string and frayed knots of childlike hope

got into a new media! this does unfortunately mean that i don't like the old ones as much. my attention is a hive of bees and they can only land on so many flowers you get me

may have started a baking business with my friends. i bake they manage all the business-y aspects and they get a cut of profits + free food! yahoo!

i am currentlyyy preparing for a french speaking exam. Oh boy! can't be worse than last time right guys (swore at the examiner fell off the chair started speaking english and Cried) HOWEVER i feel the Hope! the Joy! i like exams actually quite a lot[GUNSHOT AND THE SOUND OF MY BODY BEING DRAGGED]

i will. Fight someons. in a fighting mood

bites you botes yu bited upu

michaeld out

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i'm replying to this with halfclosed teary eyes in the pe changing rooms so. geah bad things going on in Life

its frisjy in yhe morninf but hot in the afternoon. so my parka turns from a lifeline to a cage rqttle rattle

i get it! only so muhch space to allocaten to the stuffs, you run out and you have tk dispose the older ones. sometimes i rry and dig them up but theyre all dirty and grimy and slathered in mud blood tears and estathe

wwow.. initiative.... action!! actually soing something wortwhwile!! seething coping malding grinding teeth and shaking fist and crying crying crying cr

i used to be so selfcritical (still am to a degrree) that in middle school when i got a 6/10 (minimum passing grade) i yelled, threw a yogurt to the ground and threatened to kill myself. my parents did not hear any alarms!! morons

i dont have any enenrtigy to commit to fighting. or anything. i just endlessly chase thlse sparks of dopamine alll the meanwhile my serotoning production is - 1

dontb have any energy tk bute either. no bjte only lightly brusb head afainst arm fehshrghsfrhs frush

[pearatwar]

i had a dream about my diffuser becoming a Critter that i had to take care of. it hated my laptop and enjoyed trying to throw itself off of high places. i think i named it sebastitony

my face hurts and i am oscillating between craving interaction and screaming whenever someone tries to talk to me. in other words i am stable and nofmal

i have managed to injure every limb seperately in a way that makes everything uniquely painful. May die soon. more news at ten

my keyboard has cats on it

this has been your michael update. your mcupdate, if you will

are you sure the suicidal creature isnt a projection of your psyche? or maybe you need to fix your diffuser. i will look forward to your Sesbastitony Series

i'm willing to give you attention! undivided, absolute, and for up to 5 mintues at a time before i start a game of something. i platonically love u <33

why are your bones made of Glowsticks. michale. get help

cats? on da keyboard? didnt know you were getting mad pussy all along dude. dam

thanks for the michalekf up dad te. wowws

[pearatwar]

hello pear............ .

mounttaun dew

MOuintaid dew

[pearatwar]

PEAR!!!! my favouritest pear!!!! my best and dearest pear! it has been so very long and i have muchmuchmuch to catch you up on!

first first first! got my BIG SCARY EXAMS.. theyre DONE they're GONE i PASSED (most of) them (fuck history. and fuck you miss g. that lady hated me) and i am now in sixth form!! getting them a*s baybeeeee (we shall not note that i so not know hwhat i am doing with my life. academic validation fuels me)

second! no more boyfriend... a sad event but it was the right thing to happen. michael michael motorcycle's love life is now going strong again and DIFFERENT STYLE! BISEXUALLY! VERY!

thirdly! quit theatre (sad but it was time), came out to the school as the big transgender (!!!!), started partying (parties are so fun pear... theyre awesome!! why did no one tell me this!!), expanded my social circle, started playing dnd and in general just served much more cunt forecer

the Great Shift in micjael personality oughta be studied... i have been so SOCIAL so PEOPLE-ORIENTED so BACKBONEPILLED (um kind of. Im platonicconflictmaxxing right now. but that's ok i will fix it)

my body um. my body loqkey failing me on all counts. But i serve forever and ever and have a mullet now!

pear i missed you! and i wish to speak to you more ofyen.... On the big discord dot com....... i shall scuttle over there sometime soon

micharl update were eating GOOOD 2nite. okay lrts delve in

it took me a scary long amount of time to realize just how BAD and BORING relying on academic validation is whichisalsowhen i unenrolled from universitay... but i know for a fact you're younger than me and probably school means more to you than it does to me rite now.... get those grades boy. do the gradey thing boy.

romantic disappointments... always lurking... im veryvery sorry to hear that D: but remember that you'll always have a kindred soul to rely on. that being me! we're kindred souls in a sea of indifference

i trust you'll find someone! especially by going to parties... parties scare me! i couldnt relate to any1 @ parties due to my weirdweird weirdness even though i kinda kinda know that's the only option into finding a partner... siggh.

a lot of things have changed but i guess your last, irredeemably charming quirk is still steadfast: your body not being steadfast at all! soon you'll be a grandpa with titanium bone implants. at 18. lol!

you seem to have things figured out. good! good! but you know you've got a shoulder to cry on

[pearatwar]

peaaar. hello!

i have come here yet again to update you on my who what how why and whereabouts following your recent update

iii am currently Not doing too hot. we are perpetually twinning by forces unknown

wowie i started writing this two hours ago and just got home from school. time flies when you're

anyhow! exam results are coming back, i am not failing but not succeeding: a win! i am tired, hungry, and above all a hater

i have missed being online and active! getting art requests done very slowly (very.slwoly)

i feel stagnant and very much stuck and i am almost certain you know what i mean because we are two of a kind in some way

we had a day where it rained, was sunny, hailed, rainbow-ed, and went from about 2° to 18° in the span of an hour. strange and unusual punishment

haello hi

mjchaeeeel!! hi.

we are kindred spirits! we spin along in a little hurricane of nostalgia and regret and we laugh and we cry and we hold each other's little spiritic ghost hands

i have a big draft for my sideblog! the italian one. little sneaky peeky;; i have another sideblog cooking and its this machine-like thing but like its an artificial brain discovering the world through tumblr. poor Guy

i hate being average, because average is failure and failure is double failure (cfr. my delusions of grandeur. they get freaky when im not performing) and ghhhhhr! everything is so average and middling i feel like biting my kneecaps off

honestly? i haven't been active on tumblr at all, if not for the occasional rebumble. often times i ended up snoozing tumblr notifications for two hours (max amount) because i couldnt bear having o many notifications on maybe i should cut back on them

we are literally the same person. the same person in that my transmasc friend has claimed multiple times that if he hadnt known me in real life he'd think im transmasc too (assumptions assumptions. oh how delightful it is that people see me in their own way please read one, no. one, one thousand by pirandello its a banger) we are as a dyad! we walk and prance in pairs of two // we're cis and trans and sneeze achoo

executing weather joke subroutine. britain, right?

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