grins at you. Hi pear have a michael update
my hip has managed to dislocate (?? methinks) and now it Hurts ow ow ow ow ow walking ow. time to get out the old Painkillers and Hope it doesn't Kill me because my joutns are made entirely of silly string and frayed knots of childlike hope
got into a new media! this does unfortunately mean that i don't like the old ones as much. my attention is a hive of bees and they can only land on so many flowers you get me
may have started a baking business with my friends. i bake they manage all the business-y aspects and they get a cut of profits + free food! yahoo!
i am currentlyyy preparing for a french speaking exam. Oh boy! can't be worse than last time right guys (swore at the examiner fell off the chair started speaking english and Cried) HOWEVER i feel the Hope! the Joy! i like exams actually quite a lot[GUNSHOT AND THE SOUND OF MY BODY BEING DRAGGED]
i will. Fight someons. in a fighting mood
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i'm replying to this with halfclosed teary eyes in the pe changing rooms so. geah bad things going on in Life
its frisjy in yhe morninf but hot in the afternoon. so my parka turns from a lifeline to a cage rqttle rattle
i get it! only so muhch space to allocaten to the stuffs, you run out and you have tk dispose the older ones. sometimes i rry and dig them up but theyre all dirty and grimy and slathered in mud blood tears and estathe
wwow.. initiative.... action!! actually soing something wortwhwile!! seething coping malding grinding teeth and shaking fist and crying crying crying cr
i used to be so selfcritical (still am to a degrree) that in middle school when i got a 6/10 (minimum passing grade) i yelled, threw a yogurt to the ground and threatened to kill myself. my parents did not hear any alarms!! morons
i dont have any enenrtigy to commit to fighting. or anything. i just endlessly chase thlse sparks of dopamine alll the meanwhile my serotoning production is - 1
dontb have any energy tk bute either. no bjte only lightly brusb head afainst arm fehshrghsfrhs frush