Hey, so.... I don’t know if anyone actually reads my text posts but...
My cat is getting put down tomorrow after 18 wonderful years of life. She has major kidney issues and she’s getting more confused by the day with what my mom calls ‘kitty alzheimer’s.’
I haven’t really told anyone yet and it’s really getting to me. We knew it was going to happen so it’s not a surprise that it’s come to this...
But its finally hitting me that after tomorrow she’ll be gone.
I won’t be able to hug her and tell her that she’s an annoying fuzzball but that I love her anyways because she is my michi fus. I won’t be able to curl up on my bed with her and end up overheated because, despite what she thinks, she is incredibly warm. She won’t yowl for food at crazy times because if she’s hungry everyone is gonna know it, gdi. She won’t lay behind my head on the arm of the sofa while I do my homework and purr when I reach back to scratch under her chin.
More than anything I want her to stay but she’s old, confused, and has serious health problems that are taking a toll on her. It would be selfish to keep her going. But I still don’t want her to go.
Maybe this is my eulogy for my cat. I don’t know. I just know I want to let the world know that there is gonna be one less good kitty soon and that I’m gonna miss her.