Jan 11, 2022
I exploded my life.
And I can’t quite put my finger on why
But
I think I’m not sad
But
I know I’m not happy
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I exploded my life.
And I can’t quite put my finger on why
But
I think I’m not sad
But
I know I’m not happy
"Just like a knife through butter,
She cut hopes stronger as giving it."
-Spottlessmind
QUIET PLEASE! All i need now is some peace, drinking my wine and smoking some weed. Let my soul come out as soon as the smoke i breath. I'm getting suicidal thought with every sip i take. That's not even close to a peaceful thought, its just me answering my questionable fiend. I wanna blow up and destroy myself like a bomb in a battle field.
SpottlessMind
You know what's the connection between mind and heart? Its when you fall in love with the heart it keeps sending vibes to the mind so you keep thinking about it. But what if you fall in with your mind? Would it send vibes to the heart too? Since the mind controls your thinking, and your heart controls the feels...? Just wondering, cuz this time it hit me real strong!
SpottlessMind
You know what? You could love another person, you can run away. But that wont make me afraid anymore for telling you what i feel. The feelings that im having is real, cuz they are so special it feels like its the first time i feel something. I've never felt this thing that i cant even describe. Its so weird that im holding so much on them, longing for some miracle to happen, since there are no miracles can happen these days. But what if it did happen? What if you became mine? That would be a miracle, in another hand, you could be my miracle, you could be mine. You are my miracle, and would i be scared? I'll be fucking terrified!
SpottlessMind
that's a song i just found this morning and i really love it! it's called Midnight Mind by Lyonn
Yarn Tales: For Fun
So as the picture from the other night shows, I knit.
The scarf I started the other night has no real meaning/purpose but I do have plans for it as I forgot to edge it to keep it from rolling. I plan on buying a pink nice fuzzy fleece to go on the back, a "stiffer" fabric to go between the knit and the fleece to give it some shape and to keep it from rolling, and a satiny fabric to go around the edge where the other fabrics would show thru. Sounds nice right?