just another blog about travelling...

i´m 14 years old and cause of my father i´m gonna move to russia from germany. i´m kinda excited about it. i won´t just write what happens to me but also some poems, songs, books or something like that. you can ask me whatever you want to know.

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Run away adventures- without leaving home

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i only have one week of school left. and i'm not going to do anything. at all. i'm just going to enjoy being around my classmates and have fun...

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right now i really don't knw how i feel. the one second i'm so excited for russia and really can't wait and the next i'm so sad that i'm going to leave in less than 1 and a half weeks that i can barely stand it.

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that's a song i just found this morning and i really love it! it's called Midnight Mind by Lyonn

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I don’t know where I’m going but I want to take you with me. I will pack you in my suitcase, next to the pants I’ll never wear, and pull you out on rainy days when I am missing home.

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the beginning (and the middle and now)

i suppose it started at some point in september 2013. i don’t remember if i just listened in to a conversation between my parents or if they actually told us but i found out either way. my dad was trying to get a scholarship so he could work in poland, russia and the states. he’s working something with slavic languages but i never really asked what especially. so my mum and my dad then told us that we wouldn’t know whether my dad got the scholarship or not until december or january. so we waited. and i told my friends sooner or later. that´s when i realised how much i´ll miss the town where i live now. and all the people and my room and the view i have from my balkony and just everything i’m used to by now. and i noticed that i never really appreciated what i had in the moment. so i started to think about what it would be like to move again into another city with new people, new places and new everything. but i never really talked about it with my friends or my family. i always said that it would suck and that i didn’t wanna move again. which was kind of right but not completely. so by the time i was told by my parents that my father got the scholarship i was kind of prepared for what was going to come but not completely. and i was definitely not expecting anything good. that was around christmas. over the weeks and months everything became a bit clearer. where we would move to: not moscow but st petersburg. on what kind of school my sister and i would go: my sister on a german one and i on a russian school with focus on german. in which region of petersburg we would move although i don’t know the name. and i learned to see the good things of my situation. like the new experiences i would have and that i could find new friends and stuff. and actually i like russia. the people (i know) are nice, the towns (i know) are kind of beautiful, the shops are so cool, and i’m just excited! my dog’s gonna come with us and right now we started packing. cause we’re gonna move in less than 3 weeks. i’m nervous!

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It is so hard to leave—until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.

-john green, paper towns