Don‘t tell me that I look prettier when I smile.
Don‘t tell me I could have more friends if I were more open to people.
Don‘t tell that I should engage more in social situations, so people will like me.
I know all of that and I chose not to.
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Don‘t tell me that I look prettier when I smile.
Don‘t tell me I could have more friends if I were more open to people.
Don‘t tell that I should engage more in social situations, so people will like me.
I know all of that and I chose not to.
The Smile on my Face doesn't mean my Life is Perfect. It means I appreciate what I have. #midnightthinking (at Jakarta) https://www.instagram.com/p/BuRbY8QnM60MC__wWxGJZ4DGS5WVVCp2_1OQzQ0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1b0ueeky6kbqk
I just want a little life; a little house with little space but just enough things...a tiny house. a car that runs, my jeep works great. a garden, so naturally also a yard to hula hoop in a four legged spoiled brat, my dog Astro a man to laugh with and share adventures with and one day a little, beautiful beam of light, a baby. i dunno, i hope that comes true...
I don't think I can make anyone genuinely happy.
I wish it was simple enough to ask you if you’d like to get coffee some time, and catch up on things.
But it’s not.
"Because if you talked to me, you'd realize how wrong you are and come back." "You set the bar high and then made it come crashing down so now no one will ever be able to compare." "Man up and talk to me." "You ruined everything and I hate you for it." "I pulled you out of your abyss and you shoved me down into it." "I was wrong all along... You're a selfish asshole...FUCK YOU...He fucked up...and I hope he knows it." "Miss getting off of work and reading his texts..." "Falling asleep thinking of all that we used to be...Every kiss we shared...you threw that away"
- Anonymous
These are the words that burn in my mind. These are the words that are forever etched into my heart. These are the words that tear me apart. These are the words that break me down. These are the words that drop me to my knees. These are the words that make me stop and pray for you. This....is who I am. According to the world.