I fucking hate you ALL. Eijiro and Katsuki, I hope you both rot in hell for the shit you put me through. It was bad enough our whole class and ALL OF JAPAN basically shunned me after what happened, but Ei, you were my boyfriend. And then, after Katsuki (i know it pisses you off, ill keep fucking calling you by your first name, disrespectfully) blasted me to near smithereens, after you treated all of my nasty burns for months, Ei you fucking left me for Katsuki? For my abuser?
Yknow, I actually dont hate you all. Aizawa-sensei, you were my rock after everything happened and I thank you from the deepest parts of whatever I have that could be mistaken for a heart at this point. When you take flowers to Mic-san, could you take some to my mom too? And Yagi-san?
And Keigo. I dont know what the fuck we had, it definitely wasnt healthy for either of us, but thank you for being there for me. You were soft with me for a while and I still dont feel like I deserve it. I hope retirement treats you well and I hope the fear of my ghost coming back keeps the Commish off your feathers.
Yagi-san? Mom? I miss you both so much. Im so sorry. For everything. Yagi-san, I know you said you didnt blame me when you could, but that doesnt make it any better... I still feel guilt. And Mom, Im sorry I made you worry so much. Guess you were right, this hero stuff was gonna be the death of you... Me too, I guess, now that Im here.
