#mileena posts

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Hello "apathy", my old friend. I've come to talk with you again...

And i will be out for a month or more...

I do not care about anything anymore.

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He does not need anything, only live a simple life and take care of plants.

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“Starting Rejection Protocol” - said to me Library UwU (HE SAYS UWU) Computer Boi, seven times in a row. 

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After three months, when i started to drink Coca-Cola Zero, and today buy Pepsi, I realize that...

PEPSI IS BETTER THAN COKE ZERO BETTER TASTE BUT ZERO SUGAR

but pepsi still not better than this

MUHAHAHAHA

okay i’m done.

[mileena1325]

All this chicken anon asks made me hungry.

AND IT’S 3 A.M, DAMN IT.

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Today I got a strange dream.

I with my bro played some kind game on a console, in gameplay it’s like Hidden Agenda (choices are made in a mobile phone, but we were using pads), but it’s a zombie game. And all of sudden came a little girl and turn on a TV to watch the Discovery channel, so we change the location to play from the beginning. So, we playing and all of a sudden I heard a voice in my head, who said: “I͠ w͜ond̸er ͘w͡h͘a͟t ̷w͏įll̴ ha͝ppe̛n͘ to͢ your͝ ̸f̶a̧v̷ori͜ţe̸ BOY̷?” And I’m like: “Nah, b*tch, I out of here.” 

Seriously, I heard hi̴s͠ voice, but I didn’t see him. Does it mean, what I missed my Glitchy Boy that much or what?

[mileena1325]

I don’t belong in here.

Sup!

I sometimes have a certain feeling that i don’t belong in here.

I’m not draw stuff coz i’m awful at drawing. But i can appreciate drawing of other people.

But still have a feeling that i don’t belong here.

I’m not theorise coz i don’t have a good brain for theories (i’m stupid. DO NOT SAY OTHERWISE, COZ IT’S A LIE). But i can appreciate theories of other people.

But still have a feeling that i don’t belong here.

I’m not doing edits or gifs coz i can’t (it doesn’t mean that i’m not try it). But i can appreciate edits or gifs of other people.

But still have a feeling that i don’t belong here.

I’m not writing a fanfics or stories coz again i’m stupid. But i can appreciate stories of other people. (You do not want how many fanfics i read, okay).

But still have a feeling that i don’t belong here.

I’m not talking with people in community, coz i’m shy and non-social person with mental problems. But i recently start to send asks to people in community.

But still have a feeling that i don’t belong here.

I’m too old for stuff like all of this (like watching videos on youtube). But it’s too many older people than me who doing cool stuff.

But still have a feeling that i don’t belong here.

I’m not from English native language country. But it’s too many other people that having English as not native language.

But still have a feeling that i don’t belong here.

Coz all i just do it’s like and reblog stuff and not doing stuff by myself.

But you know what: F that feeling.

You are important no matter what. No matter doing you stuff or not.

I’m silent watcher and i’m proud of it.

SAY IT LOUD: “I’m silent watcher and i’m proud of it.”

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But still have a feeling that i don’t belong here and this is strange.

[mileena1325]

Boss Week. Day 1: Beginnings

What about the channel first peaked your interest or made you subscribe?

When I first time saw Sean’s channel, I didn’t like him at all. It was June 2014 and it was Whack Your Boss video. And that time, as I said, I didn’t like him at all. Not because “OMG, HE IS TOO LOUD”. Because for me, that time, he wasn’t funny. 

Rewind events for the year ahead, but rather on November 2015.

So, I watched Mark’s playthrough of Fleeing The Complex and I decided to find a playthrough of this game from anyone else. 

And you know who was in the top of YouTube search? Right, our loud Irish green Pewdiepie. Then I watch that video, my only thoughts were: “Were I watch this guy? He has a familiar face.” (Just need to say, even if I watch Mark too much that time, I didn’t watch any Prob Hunt videos, okay). And I sub to him, but I still not watch every video that he posted.

Rewind events for the month ahead, December 2015.

I started massive cleaning YouTube subscriptions. How do I do this, review the latest videos and if the content I do not like or I just know that I will not watch more, just unsubscribe. So I came to Sean’s channel, and I saw that he started a playthrough of my favorite indie game Papers, Please. And all his stereotypical Russian accent, all this “GLORY TO ARSTOTZKA. GREATEST COUNTRY”, I was in laugh.

And then I started to watch his old videos. And I still here, still watching.

So, in asking what make me subscribe to Sean, was the thing I didn’t like when I first time saw his channel: his jokes.