God I am just rotating the whole scene around in my mind.
Ashton says to fearne that they’re trusting her with this because they’re the same kind of crazy, that she gets him in a way none of the rest of the group would
And I just genuinely don’t think they thought about what this would be like from her perspective. Because they’ve always been the one to throw themselves into danger and never the one left to pick up the pieces.
It’s also making me think of Ashton’s relationship with Milo- the one who’s the reason they’re alive and was more or less in the same place as fearne after Ashton died the first time- and also the fact that Ashton seems to think Milo won’t care if they’re gone.
Whether or not that’s true, I wonder how Milo felt knowing it was on them whether Ashton lived or died that first time, and how they saw him after, and if Fearne will see Ashton differently now.
