#mind soup

[zhuhongs]

soooo sleeppy... tried to start ep 1 of jol bc im on my lucnh rn and its just not registering. my brain is soup. ive still got like 4 more hours of work.. girl Hwlp

[the-art-of-the-human-cadaver]

whats reality?

is my truth when im with you or alone? is my truth when i feel nothing or all of it for a few seconds?

is my truth when im disabled by blood thirst or lust?

is it really supposed to be all that blended together when they are all such diffrent experiances, diffrent mindsets diffrent thougth processses

is it a streach to think im only a contruct, a vessel to be controlled and experiaced throught when even the best most productive days feel so unsure

when im just going throught emotions

when i miss my chemical romance self destruction

when everyword i spew sounds like a carfully chosen blade for attention at any cost

i sew together snippets of manipulation and destruction with a thread of cause of moral of reason to hold it together but they peices still dont fit, they lay gaped in some areas overlaped in others all the wrong colors touching

these dont belong together

i dont belong at all

i see myself in all of them

i see them all in myself

i see everything and feel so little for it. feel all the wrong things at all the wrong times with no pattern to guide me

i know myself better then anyone. i know everyone better then they know themselves

yet, all i see left. is pile of disruptive broken beasts. spliced together on a tape holes filled in with black running in a movie theater. popular enough everyone wishes to see. yet still no one claimes its their favorite once they start to understand what the movie really is

im not just emo, im not just sociopthic im not just a character trying to be deep im lost im empty im anxious im shatterd im unmotivated im uselss im numb im explosive im everything wrong trying so hard to be right they should have left me to die they should have left me to decay they should have let me rot in isoltion forever

[jeb-4040]

I want to make a regretevator oc and i don’t know what to do/make it of what. (i’m doing this because im extremely silly right now and bored｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡) So any suggestions to get my mind soup flowing :3?

These is what i have imagining ideas in my brain soup↓↓↓

Food like aquatic animal but like colorful too ･:*+.\(( °ω° ))/.:+

[skhenjia]

here is a the mind drinker. they look a the cute, but they will liquify a the mind of their the victims and consume them. and it seems this the one is caring for a the eggs! 

[tigitigi]

Mind Soup - Unami

[sound8]

mind soup - day 42

[vryliums]

Mind Soup - Umami