#mindless randomies

[riko0youth]

Hold that thought 🤣

Mira's Oh moment, but not like, our italicized "oh" moment, no an actual oh moment of realization cuz for >half of the movie she has suspected and almost believed Rumi was acting weird when it comes to demons cuz of Jinu and she thinks if he got her to fall that hard that quick to distract her and get her to second-guess her strongest belief this much this quick then he most definitely fooled her and tricked her and etc etc and she was like "this suddenly idiotic lovebrain friend of mine the moment i catch u red handed i'm gonna give you a run for your money and shove a freaking grenade up that evil manipulative demon's a-" ahem, but then the next second its "Oh-OH ITS CUZ *SHE* IS A DEMON, not cuz of the overhyped handsome loser demon!" meanwhile Rujinu is purely innocently slow burning from enemies to lovers with all the right steps right off the cliff of soulmates and I-🤣🤣🤣

[riko0youth]

Deep sh8t

this genius idiota here actually FORGOT that she has a quiz tmro. I DIDN'T USE FRIDAY TO REVISE AND I WOKE UP SATURDAY TO SOMEONE ASKING ON THE GROUP CHAT WHEN DOES TMRO'S QUIZ START AND I WAS LIKE, SHIT, LIT, FMGWACS.

now I need to prepare for TMRO's quiz while holding back the rereading urges that come naturally with a test or a quiz, so far I've been failing at it

also, if anyone actually sees this, can someone, if they have it, send me the link of that Drarry fic where the whole Hogwarts used the word Potter as a curse word courtesy of Draco and everyone lost their shit when Harry did it

[riko0youth]

.....

1 h into tumblr and my already faulty-fsr-these-days cognition is failing me , this was already getting worrisome , i sould think again abt checking it in the hospital

[riko0youth]

The amount of F.Me i have said this week alone gotta be a hint for smth

like fr, even i notice i have a problem if i say at least 2 ef me per day, my days are spiraling way out of control and into the not fun kind of chaos that it IS actually starting to get me overwhelmed or depressed, which doesn't ususally happen unless its an exam period

[riko0youth]

This is fine.meme

when i finally resolved to pause my reading champaign that i started yesterday and paused at 4 am to sleep, wokr up NOT allowed for somw crazy reason to enter the lecture and ALSO the repeat lecture after it (i swear im on thin ice, and when it cracks, the group Chat won't be pretty in my wake,WHY DO THEY NEED TO APPROVE FREAKING ENTRIES ITS ABSOLUTELY POINTLESS AND AGONIZING AND JUST A WASTE OF EVERYTHING REALLY), so i spent that time continuing my spree,which i did plan on stopping at some point, sadly that point came forcefully, Screaming and crying in panic and fear, just a moment after planning my studies and day in the Loo as you do, Cuz freaking ass huge spider Luigi i saw twice last year and hadn't felt safe since was SWIMMING IN THE BATHTUB,(and i named him Luigi in panic the first time i saw him, courtesy of that chain post that comes to mind, yes), So like the strong willed untouchable creature i am, i screamed my lungs out for mom to come and get rid of it WHILE i was screaming and crying the whole time. as shaken as i still am, at least its good to know fears of luigi sneaking up my back while I do essential human physiological action will cease to exist now.

A lesser person (still me) would've said that its a message from heaven that there souldn't be any studying today and i should spend the day recovering from the shock with comfort fics and lovely rereads and spidypool and Batfam fanart, but no, I will drive on. I will march on, I will freaking end this day with a winning smile and im gonna make it happen. for the sole reason that i get really really anxiety sick on finals month (which is already starting) and i need any sort of reassurance.

[riko0youth]

Another day another no slay

what to do if you need to cram and have exams coming up, certainly not go through your likes and research tags. I need intervention. I've been pushing back my to-do list intact for three days. T^T, on the plus side, I spent half of the day writing puzzle pieces (yk that great advice of if you have an idea that doesn't fit write it and use it later,i wanna thank the angel who suggested that), Lit the worst time to get over my writing block (happy I got to write happy Jegulus before starting my sad Jegulus tho) will that fic ever come to light , well it is one of the few I plan to publish if i ever write enough chapters of,so let's wait and see

[riko0youth]

25th Decemby

Current mood: I must Find the Avatar and Restore my Honor!

smth veeeeery embarrassing just happened and i very much wish to find those who witnessed it and i also very much wish for that Pen from the Men In Black.