I hate being trapped in a wall of uncertainty when it comes to one love and being loved not necessarily the love that I have with one person but the love that I have with many people family, friends, whoever. Sure they are certains like a constant of the mother and father and a brother. But there's not always never a other not asking for a lot only asking for the bare minimum of being respected as a human. Care for me like any other human on this earth. whether I be homeless or not, whether I be someone struggling mentally, physically, or emotionally. The unconditional agape love will do whenever it can be brought to me. I don't f*** with the fakery because I don't fake it with you. I always make it unconditionally and yet people play me as tho I'm a fool. This is the reason I stay outside the box outside of society putting myself in this little corner that I been hiding. see it seems like people don't see that there is still is some loneliness left inside of me. Yet I'll also have this feeling of not being alone because I know who I am and I take pride in me. But sometimes I just want to be loved. want to have a hug. Want to be uplifted as well as uplift those in my circle my surroundings. Yes I'm different when I socialize. I'm different when I react, interact and sometimes. I might subtract myself from the situation. Don't get me wrong I can participate in fun activities and intriguing conversation as long as it's a comfortable space to express, impress, distress, myself and others. But there are those that want to separate me from communication. Just because I'm different. I'm out of your ordinary. But yet I'm still here can have a conversation and love you just the same as any other person with respect and dedication. Instead I'm treated like a terrible step child who should be somewhere in the corner sobbing wondering why they are treated different from others made to feel as though I'm some kind of creature or other. But looking back at others knowing that they are the weird ones. Want to have fun but don't want others participate. They rather find a reason to hate then appreciate someone of difference. This is not me asking to accommodate. just learn how to appreciate something different someone's differents because it opens your mind and opens your heart to those who are willing to listen to you as well as you listen to them. Cuz as people we are the same but we go about it in different ways to get the ultimate goal that we look for that we long for that we hope for love, respect, understanding. Nothing about this is demanding it's just when we miss interpret the situation it's a disconnect. So here's your chance to intercept and reconnect so we can give the love respect and understanding.
