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Flow State

Reflections of memories of past things that once created dreams. Deflections of past pains that brought fears and worries. Buried deep inside of mine. To complex to refine. That once dissects the anti-intellect. But now is on the decline. Instead of reading books. Idiocracy tries to read the minds. Minds so far in a stupor staring at the sun too long just to go blind.

A real intelligent mind has to stay focused. Never letting these ignorant magic tricks send me back into mindless limbo with a Hocus Pocus. Reach one teach one. See, it's better to read. Then to be dumb. With a mindful of knowledge, that leads to freedom.

Having better relationships with family, friends, and partners knowing how to treat them. Having an impact on the world and the next generation so this knowledge can feed them. All it takes is being the right leader to lead them.

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My name is Ace La and I'm a Producer. Most of my Music comes from different periods in my life. My Music is part of who I am as a person. bu

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The Divine Rewind

Breaking this feel of my creativity being pacified. It will awaken the radical mind to revolutionize the rebellion of my heart that seeks to find and redefine the greater purpose that God has divine.

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Sabotage

I get it, you just want to be friends, I get it, you don't like me anymore. I get it, I must be ugly to you. I get it, I must disgust you. You just don't feel the same way as you once did. But yet and still you always find a way to bring yourself up and be happy. But Push Me Down to be sad feelin as though I'm in the wrong. Sacrifice my feelings of being a human being for your feelings to been seen. Selfishly destroying every bit of my respect for you in order to make yourself look good but I can see the evil gleam in your eyes. why?? why can't you just be happy for your life and just be happy for what I do for mine?? You have to show me that you're doing great with someone else and then turn around to make it seem like. I'm the problem. I just be happy by myself doing what I need to do for myself. like you said, "we just friends". As a "friend", I just wish that you would respect my space, respect my place of what I was before you were doing all this, and move forward according to that. But every time when I thought we're in a good space. Just talking and being cool with each other. You always do something extra and leave me with uncomfortably. Feeling less than belittle, ridiculing with nothing but pain and the suffering of not being with you. longing for the memories of what was the past. I can't help but see the things that we used to do. The things that stick in my mind and can never be erased from time. No, I'm wasn't your type. No, I wasn't not your Norm. But I definitely was the one that could have treated you with respect and not like you were a soft p*** star that someone couldn't neglect. Never looked down on you or judged you. But I always try to let you know that I love you unconditionally even when you disrespect me. leaving me in the confusion of you. Even now, I still love you unconditionally. you distance me from being a friend and making me wear the label of an "acquaintance" even though it's been years. Obviously, to you, it don't mean s***. The memories... I guess you don't mean s***. I mean, the latest conversations in the awkward spaces that we have right now it just shows That you just sabotage what little respect that I have for you now, and makes me feel the tears from my eyes come down. Turns all the smiles that I once had with you until a frowns. Stops the feeling of swimming in an ocean as I start to drown. Even when I try to find common ground. You always figure out a way to burn it down. You say you want the best and you say you don't want to settle for less. but every time I turn around I see your always under stress, dealing with the mess. But always telling everyone that you're having the best time. "it's a hot girl summer," using the best lines for looking at your actions and everything. I see all the lies that you try to hide. All you can say is: "It is what it is." This is nothing but a defeated mind. Forever to be stuck in time.

Continuing to self-sabotage the freedom that you could have had from all of problems you face. In an endless cycle of not learning from your mistakes. Maybe you learn one day. Though I feel the pain. I know it will go away one day. No regrets cause you was a good lesson anyway. I'll never treat anyone the way you did me that day. I never hurt anyone that way.

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Untitled (unconditional)

It's sad that you show your value to be worthless to the future. It's a shame to see that you continue to lack knowledge with no goals and keep yourself in a stupor. That's f**k up that a dog has more goals than you running around chasing its tail. At least it's got something to look forward to even though it's bound to fail, or maybe you are the dog running around chasing the highs of a vibe that's too hard to describe. But ends up being a failed a** attempt to say you enjoy life. Where is your will to strive to be the best that you can be?? Make yourself proud instead of trying to always hang around with the wrong crowd. Cuz you want to be Hood, ratchet, and loud. Now,this is the real description of a tryhard. When you put yourself in these situations. Always in your feelings cause you try to chase a fake ass vibe to get you high like an addict in a crack case. Only to find themselves OD on some bad s*** that turned out to be rat bait. Silly rabbit turning tricks for gifts and broken promises. Beat your mind so badly to drain the life you could have had. Don't give me start about all the tears that you shed. even though all the wet Crocs fall in vain. Your mind, body, and soul is stained with the lifestyle you can't maintain. As I just sit here and watch it go up in flames. This is that so-called nice guy that finished last and got the revenge and all the knowledge that he's gained so it wouldn't turn him from a moth to a flame. Instead, there is a Savage wolf Renegade covered in blood stains. What I write might seem strange. But if you can feel this pain and anguish within, then you would know why this is being written. Pain is deep and heartache. but even as this soul seems to break. It stands strong. Knowing that it won't be long for the karma to come back the right the wrong. Again, I say it won't be long for karma to come back and right the wrong.

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Was try to up load this to youtube but its longer that 15 mins. Nevertheless this is the long way to video which is titled "let's set th

Integral courage ( when a broken heart knows it's worth)

My silence doesn't feel golden. It haunts me. Makes me feel uneasy. Letting it mislead me. Gagged and bound from the words and things that would grant me my freedom, my peace, my sanity... But it is, bits and pieces of pain that hurts me randomly. That disappointment, heartbreak, failure, forgetfulness, lack of confidence, these things are not the best brand of me... Sitting here thinking... why people always say they can't stand me??.. when I really need them to understand me... But instead running with the idea of me being... useless, lazy, unemployed, inmature. The person who can't think for themself or deal with their own problems. But yet I always find ways to solve them.... solve for the better and use a wise decision without hesitation... You sit here and think I'm a fool.. but I make those moves that makes me survive and thrive.. Being the best that I can be. Givng you the best of me... Yet, it ain't my best..... I know what my best is... I know what I can achieve... I have went to the highest heights. Climbed the mountains that you've never seen. Done the things that you never dared to dream... Yet you tell me that I ain't the one??... You don't know what I had to bear and what I've had to hide. The hills that I've tried and had to climb. The people the still see me as a burden that they have to hide. So why can't you see what everybody sees??... The problems that you hide inside. The pride that makes you confide in the wrong sides... To choose the wrong decisions,make the wrong steps in passing guides that you take. Its not easy trying to love in difficulty, indifference, unwillingness, rebellion and ignorance.... It creates selfishness, pride, ego, boastful narcissism, anxiety, depression, aggressive regression. Staying stagnant in a state of mind of thinking you are okay and things are going good..... Living in a fantasy of "I still have time" "I'm still young" "I'm doin me". Not knowing that your time is running out and slip it away so easily... I can't be that... I won't let that way of thinking drain me to not move forward and be the best that I can be with: wisdom, knowledge, empathy with a open mind, selfless, assertive progress... Granting access to serenity,booming into a righteous confident beautiful minded complex, balanced individual with limitless opportunity and blessings to share and grow. I watch as everyday around me. My character, presents, essence, vibe, the beautiful mind, spirit who can be wonderfully kind. Is being taken for granted. Do you not know I am a rare thing to find?????... I'm always imitating. but no one that you ever put in front of me will never duplicate the things that you know that make me great, And I'm just saying... This ain't overconfidence. I'm just asking you to name somebody truly like me?? I'll wait....

Make no mistake. A vibe can be great. but a person who makes an impacted on your life in your darkest moments. To pull you up from the depth of despair is a memory that you should always keep safe. Not someone you think that can entertain you for a few hours in the day. No judgment, if that's the way you want to stay. its no wonder why your life can't get underway. Eat,drink, sleep, watch movies repeat. Fuck your life away. when you could be meet, greet, travel, through spring, winter, fall,summer and discover our life beyond the four walls with a bed that only worth leaving stains on because the only thing its good for is for you to bang on with the multiple skanks, skeezers chicken heads, hoes in every area code that you can hang on to..... "Friends" or "BOOs" I guess that's what they called...

It just Me,Myself,& I with my thoughts, dreams, and goals to bring progress and success. Leaving the stress behind and let all hard work, dedication, plus patience, manifest and created motivation. Give my creativity life and longevity restoration.

Untitled ( expression of pain and anger)

It's sad that you show your value to be worthless to the Future. It's a shame to see that you continue to lack knowledge with no goals and keep yourself in a stupor. That's f**k up, a dog has more goals then you, running around chasing it tail at least it got som6 to look forward to even though its bound to fail, Or maybe you are the dog running around chasing the high of a vibe that's too hard to describe but ends up being a failed a** attempt to say your enjoy life. Where is your will to strive to be the best that you can be?? Make yourself proud instead of trying to always hang around with the wrong crowd. Cuz you want to be Hood, ratchet, and loud. Now this is the real description of a tryhard. When you put yourself in these situations. Always in your feelings cuz you try to chase a fake ass vibe to get you high like an addict in a crack case. Only to find themselves OD on some bad s*** that turned out to be rat bait. Silly rabbit turning tricks for gifts and broken promises. Beat your mind so bad to drain the life could have had. Don't give me start about all the tears that you shed even though all the wet Crocs fall in vain. Your mind, body, and soul is stained with the lifestyle you can't maintain. As I just sit here and watch it go up in flames. This is that so-called nice guy that finished last and got the revenge and all the knowledge that he's gained turned him from a moth to a flame. To a Savage wolf Renegade again.

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Watch "WLHTV: Culture Jam Vl" on YouTube

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So within maybe about an hour or so I have premiered and posted a brand new episode of WLHTV I got to say I am still in the process of getting your equipment as well as getting better with the editing I do apologize for a few things that's going on with the video say for instance maybe the light and dark spots and some of the unfocused parts which I try to keep to a very medium with the video also as far as the performances goes in the names of the artist I've tried to look them up and try to find some people and even wrote down some names and things and I haven't found them so if you do have those artist names or their Instagrams please send them to me in the DMs I will make those changes with the video as soon as possible. Otherwise I do have to thank those that allowed us to film the event as well as be in attendance and to be able to share these experiences with everyone is truly a blessing. So thank you all very much. Other than that I hope you all enjoy the video and I'm going to do my best to make a better video next time with better equipment. #MindofMusic🎵🎧 #TheLoneWolf🐺 (at Matteson, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/CokN4aermAa/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Watch "Ace La Mind Of Music Intro" on YouTube

Well it's official I just started my own personal YouTube page to highlight me as a producer and just show some insides about myself right now this is just a Premiere it will be out tomorrow on the 18th so be ready

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The video to my new channel is now live. This is a big step for me that I'm taking but I know it's for the right reasons to help me get in here and keep in gear to continue on to do what I love to do and keep hope alive about how I want to achieve my goals in life and leave a lasting Legacy I do encourage people to go watch the video tell a friend but also be on the lookout for the video for WLH TV it's going to have a lot of information for you to follow especially for those who are artists producers and things like that to get the word out on them as well please please share the video. #MindofMusic🎵🎧 #TheLoneWolf🐺 https://www.instagram.com/p/CnkFqfVOfIn/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Price To Pay - SoundCloud

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Coming Soon

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MISINTERPRETATION

I hate being trapped in a wall of uncertainty when it comes to one love and being loved not necessarily the love that I have with one person but the love that I have with many people family, friends, whoever. Sure they are certains like a constant of the mother and father and a brother. But there's not always never a other not asking for a lot only asking for the bare minimum of being respected as a human. Care for me like any other human on this earth. whether I be homeless or not, whether I be someone struggling mentally, physically, or emotionally. The unconditional agape love will do whenever it can be brought to me. I don't f*** with the fakery because I don't fake it with you. I always make it unconditionally and yet people play me as tho I'm a fool. This is the reason I stay outside the box outside of society putting myself in this little corner that I been hiding. see it seems like people don't see that there is still is some loneliness left inside of me. Yet I'll also have this feeling of not being alone because I know who I am and I take pride in me. But sometimes I just want to be loved. want to have a hug. Want to be uplifted as well as uplift those in my circle my surroundings. Yes I'm different when I socialize. I'm different when I react, interact and sometimes. I might subtract myself from the situation. Don't get me wrong I can participate in fun activities and intriguing conversation as long as it's a comfortable space to express, impress, distress, myself and others. But there are those that want to separate me from communication. Just because I'm different. I'm out of your ordinary. But yet I'm still here can have a conversation and love you just the same as any other person with respect and dedication. Instead I'm treated like a terrible step child who should be somewhere in the corner sobbing wondering why they are treated different from others made to feel as though I'm some kind of creature or other. But looking back at others knowing that they are the weird ones. Want to have fun but don't want others participate. They rather find a reason to hate then appreciate someone of difference. This is not me asking to accommodate. just learn how to appreciate something different someone's differents because it opens your mind and opens your heart to those who are willing to listen to you as well as you listen to them. Cuz as people we are the same but we go about it in different ways to get the ultimate goal that we look for that we long for that we hope for love, respect, understanding. Nothing about this is demanding it's just when we miss interpret the situation it's a disconnect. So here's your chance to intercept and reconnect so we can give the love respect and understanding.

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Updates!!! Give me some ideas things if you want to be involved physically in this process. help, donate, whatever I need all the help I get to start my journey. #MindofMusic🎵🎧 #TheLoneWolf🐺 (at Matteson, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnDBQDbPuXZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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