"Black Friday" Day Out
Well, my wife has been REALLY good with me and letting me be with respect to wearing women's clothing. We traditionally go out and shop in the Christmas season, and started this year with Black Friday (a ridiculous scam of a shopping day IMO), but great for spending time outside with my wife. I recently found a little shop in China that will make me custom, machine knit sweaters out of a material called Cashmere Mink. The material is just like Angora, REALLY fuzzy and soft. I love hand knit sweaters, but I also would like thinner, more refined machined knit items, but are definitely hard to get in my size. Well - my dream has come true. I recently ordered a bunch of short sleeve sweaters in this material and they are amazing. My initial order was a bit too large for a standalone short sleeve sweater, but I wore one with a long sleeve tee underneath - kind of like a poncho. The color is a charcoal gray, and I wore a matching charcoal gray tee underneath as the sweater is new and will tend to shed. Other than my wife commenting on how fuzzy it was (which to me was the perfect compliment), she was fine with it. I wore a new pair of Torrid jeggings, and a pair of Uggs for the feet. I even wore a woman's belt, not seen, but felt right. I also recently purchased a new Cashmere Mist product - shower/cleansing lotion so I paired it with the body lotion, deodorant, and a touch of the perfume. Finally, as it was cold, I wore a J Jill down vest, which looks fairly unisex except a couple of side zippers at the waist. All in all, I was dressed almost entirely in women's clothing, wearing women's scents but I still maintained my male identity. It was a perfect day! My wife was happy, we walked some shopping areas and malls for the day, ate out (got a quick compliment from our waitress that she "loved my sweater" and she asked if she could touch it. I just smiled and my wife rolled her eyes at me. I am now in a position to wear short sleeve sweaters well into the spring and also early fall, not being too hot, but having on what I have always dreamed of wearing regularly - the equivalent of a fuzzy angora short sleeve sweater - just call me Ed Wood!
Walking around the malls and shopping areas, I am noticing more clothing and women than ever before. I LOVE LEGGINGS! I think leggings accentuate both perfect bodies and not-so-perfect bodies. I love long tunic sweaters with leggings, and so many Uggs and Ankle Boots! It is my quagmire - I am definitely heterosexual based on my attraction to women (and general non-attraction to men), but love expressing my "other" side with wearing women's clothing. I am likely in the sexual fetish side of things, and that fetish is developing fast. Maybe call me a questioning bi-sexual with a cross-dressing fetish - as I would definitely and have fantasized about men only when they are wearing a nice fuzzy sweater.