fanon easthies is just not at all what easthies is actually like. like he isnt prissy, he doesnt care about his appearance at all. hes too busy obsessing over the pact and imagining every possible scenario in which the world is destroyed by forbidden magic. hes not agonized by any thoughts other than the ones regarding the pact that his moral ocd makes him have. he is extremely disturbed and is a sick man. hes emotionally disregulated, he does Not Care about his identity outside of being a knight who upholds the pact.
like shirahama has stated on her twt that utowin has to remind him to eat, sleep, and bathe, and i think when hes not actively on duty, or with vinanna, he is just thinking of how he would respond to situations that threaten the balance of this world he cares so much about and has dedicated his life to to protect.
no change is good because all change will lead to the destruction of what he loves, and we have yet to know what exactly has led him to viewing the world in such a black and white way.
like i think hes actually just scared all the time, and tries his best to come off as put together, but we can see that he has trouble maintaining this stoic facade bc he cant even keep his hair out of his face. hes a mess. his extreme anxiety disorder.







