#mirambler

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At this point I assume any new followers I get are bots yeesh Say hi if you're here!

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Partner is on tour til Tuesday (left early yesterday), I'm home sick (hopefully on theend but my voice is still gone). Haven't heard from him in hours and realistically know they are probably on the road and he is either driving or sleeping in the van, hard not to worry.

I used to be way worse about panicking when I didn't hear from him for a while, both from being an absolute catastrophizer (is that a word?) on top of generally just having issues from past relationships, but I have come a long way in learning to trust and be patient

Still, here I am, posting about it.

[literallytouko]

When you write a massive text post about how you hate yourself because everything you like and everything you ship is problematic, and how you’ve been told it makes you a bad person so much, for so long, you’re starting to believe it. 

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I think....it’s likely I’ll be spending some time back here again I wonder how many of the people I used to follow still post here? The people I knew IRL as well as those I didn’t? Are the fandoms I love still here?

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What if.... I found myself on tumblr again, wouldn’t that be weird??? I bet you all forgot about me (not that I blame you)

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I feel like I’ve been absent from tumblr for a million years

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if I talk about my engagement is it obnoxious???

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My partner wants to cosplay Tuxedo Mask and I'm super excited about it, and he's started working on a few things, but I don't think I'd be a good Moon. I love her so much, but I'm not sure I'm Moon Princess material