Sitting in my room basically just feeling sorry for myself and the way my life has chosen to go at the moment, when my bff rings with the worst news I can imagine. It could drag me down further and make me totally relapse. But no, it’s going to make me STRONGER because if I want to do anything at the moment, I want to be there for him. For them. For everyone but me.
Doing something for me doesn’t interest me right now. But doing something for those I love, those I adore, that’s a totally different story.







