I don't feel like I can let down my walls for anyone. Like there is not a single person on this earth that I would sit with and cry my guts out about all the things I bottle up.
I think it's becuase at school everyone knows me as the kid who can take an insult and doesn't really give a fuck, which is true, but if I ever show signs of like weakness people don't have a go there just like abit taken aback. I have a lovely best friend and I wouldn't trade her for anyone and we have spent many a night talking about her parents fighting and her grandma and we occasionally talk about my dad but I just feel so uncomfortable to cry to anyone. I ALWAYS do it by myself. When no one is home.
I don't know why I'm telling you guys this and literally no one will read it cus it's boring but I guess I needed to get it off my chest.
