#miscommuniation

[cupidford]

Your Moral Crisis is Stupid by etothepii

Johnlock Love Letters #2073

Sherlock is asexual. John is not. Possibly, Sherlock should have told him this before they had sex.

[againjack]

Recovery

Colby had to be at shul this morning to help with the Purim carnival. I helped get his ass up, then went right back to sleep and didn’t wake until 10am. I got up, showered, took care of Loki, and then hung out downstairs watching tv and putzing on my phone and tablet. It should be noted I would have gone home, but Colby took me up on my offer last night to drive my car to shul since it was raining (and he had no drivers side window.) At some point I started to fall asleep again, so I went back upstairs and napped more. 

I sorta woke when Colby came home from shul, but was quickly back asleep as soon as he left the room. I woke again around 3. I packed up and when I got downstairs I saw he was napping on the couch with Loki. 

I drove home. I think I napped more? I have been watching tv, cleaning around the house, doing internet stuffs, etc. At one point Colby texted me pics of him assembling his new chairs and how Loki was being silly. Around 9 he said food was ready if I wanted some. I told him I had already broke and ordered pizza. He was confused how I snuck pizza past him. Turns out he thought I was still upstairs sleeping! He hadn’t been upstairs to realize I was gone, or noticed when he took the dog out that my car was gone....  

At first he was put out. It was clear he was hoping to spend more time with me. (I love him, and spending time with him, but I am SO HAPPY to be home alone for a few hours. :P) He was also hoping to get a ride with me to work if it was raining. When I said I hadn’t packed or or planned to stay tonight, but could be back down if he needed me, and asked if I should bring my work stuff. He said to never mind, he’ll just have the rental car company pick him up early. I feel bad for letting him down. :( But, since we never discussed it, how could I have known what his expectations were?

I’m still sore as fuck (been eating advil like candy and obviously have slept (off and on) roughly 12 hours I’m a hurtin’ puppy today. Part of it is I haven’t taken out my hair and it is throwing off my neck/shoulders. I originally had a thing at 3 today, but I changed my RSVP to no before going back to bed around noon-thirty. I had thought it might be nice to have pretty hair for a few more days, as well as I am dreading digging the numerous bobby pins out. 

I hope that tomorrow I’ll start to feel more normal.