Imagine Dew wearing Mountains shirt which oversized asf- he’s practically swimming in it.
but then like- imagine Dew in doggystyle on the edge of Mountain’s bed while his cock hangs heavy between his legs while Mountain just ruins the little guy.
I love these thoughts but then hate my vocabulary when it comes to explaining a scene-
You tremble and shake as you sit on Mountains lap with his cock buried deep inside you, he’s not letting you move with a firm grip on your hips while he forces you to do some paper work for him.
I’m so done rn, I can’t take this anymore I hate that I can’t speak up for myself cause I’m scared I’m gonna humiliate myself, I hate that the people who hurt me hang around regardless of what I say so I don’t even feel important enough to them bc they won’t listen.
One of them punches me for fun all the time like ALL THE TIME. Idk what I did to them honestly- just well all be hanging out and their using me as their personal punching bag.
They were doing it today and like- it hurt a lot. They were punching a lot harder, and I cried. I started crying by I’ve always held back my tears when they did and stayed emotionless no matter how bad it hurt.
But I broke today idk why- I stood there just frozen and shaking. My friend who who always refers to me as ‘my child.’ Was trying to make sure I was okay, asking me if I wanted to go outside and stuff and I don’t even know what I was saying tbh. I think I was this👌close to regressing and just breaking down in their arms every time they hugged me.
I’m so tired.
My brother used to punch me when we were younger, like he was really abusive.
I guess it just triggered me today. I really hate it I cried. I cried right there infront of everyone and I couldn’t speak bc I was scared I’d just burst into more tears. It was awful and embarrassing, and they didn’t even really apologize- and still hung around like he managed to go home but I couldn’t.
I think I do need to have a good cry though and be more honest with my therapist tbh honest.
Probably won’t say much to my therapist but yk-
Just really fucking tired rn. I still have to go through the rest of the week seeing those people.