#miss nihility

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虚無さん / 25時、ナイトコードで。 × 鏡音レン

[ry-ya05]

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it's nothing-ish, i know, i'm done today, mind's scattered everywhere, empty anywhere. it's not a big deal, i'm foolish today. i'm in a quiet world that's locked far far away.

i wanna be my best self for you. but my heart keeps on breaking down from you. my future's full of pain with these endless expectations, i'm scared..!

loneliness keeps growing because of you, trauma had controlled my mind due to you.

the days just keep getting worse. it hurts.

violence, violence! i don't understand, understand at all! and now love is lost, love is lost, love me please, love me please..!

irony, irony! i feel dizzy every day to no end! mind has endlessness, endlessness talks that - never seem to stop fighting!

i wanna be my own self, not just for you. crying every day since i'm out of view. those painful yet warm days feel like a dreamy, distant memory.

like a sponge, it's a soft and sweet shortcake. the sweet love you have given made my heart ache,

i'll pretend to be fine, but...

i just, i just, i just... want to be loved by you, want to be loved by you. i trust, i trust, i must go back as the daughter you have loved, i won't disappear too, so please...

it's not a big deal.

violence, violence! i don't understand, understand at all! and now love is lost, love is lost, love me please, love me please..!

irony, irony! i feel dizzy every day to no end! ah, negativity, one and only best friend! each love has it's own warmth to send, i know it's true and not pretend, but still... it hurts.

edit:

planned to love and fall, love and fall -> and now love is lost, love is lost

command endlessness -> mind has endlessness