Journal
i dont have a journal! If i did, i wouldnt keep it in the house, because everyone here is very nosy. I moved back to my hometown after me and my ex boyfriend broke up, were still friends, but i miss him as my boyfriend. I was comfortable and want him in my life again, not just as a friend. I want more from him. The only thing about our relationship was he didnt wanna have sex? yea you heard me right, he didnt wanna have sex, alot of people thought he was cheating on me, he wasnt. then they thought he was gay. A lot of my people think he is gay lol. Honestly not gonna lie, at first i thought he was, but we met on tinder. He actually liked me first, i almost didnt like his profile, but then i went for it and we matched. we talked for a bit on there before we actually met and went out on our first date. the rest is history. I still love him, i wont ever stop loving him. I can say all this on here, but it wont change the fact he wants to be alone.
