#verylonely

[createaplacethatsmyownworld]

@zvcht on Instagram for this fire ass necklace

[galaxiyah]

3AM In July

it’s 3AM and the wave of tiredness did come onto me a few hours ago yet here I am still awake while my entire household is sleeping soundly.

I wish it was easy for me to sleep but my soul likes to do things differently. I stay up til the sun rises and then I enjoy my other realms.

Tbh sometimes I think spirit keeps me awake at these hours to communicate more thoroughly to me, but honestly right now I want….help.

[queenjchel]

Journal

i dont have a journal! If i did, i wouldnt keep it in the house, because everyone here is very nosy. I moved back to my hometown after me and my ex boyfriend broke up, were still friends, but i miss him as my boyfriend. I was comfortable and want him in my life again, not just as a friend. I want more from him. The only thing about our relationship was he didnt wanna have sex? yea you heard me right, he didnt wanna have sex, alot of people thought he was cheating on me, he wasnt. then they thought he was gay. A lot of my people think he is gay lol. Honestly not gonna lie, at first i thought he was, but we met on tinder. He actually liked me first, i almost didnt like his profile, but then i went for it and we matched. we talked for a bit on there before we actually met and went out on our first date. the rest is history. I still love him, i wont ever stop loving him. I can say all this on here, but it wont change the fact he wants to be alone.

[queenjchel]

My ex!

Ive been talking about my ex on social media, well certain social media, i still have him on Instagram. Everyone says that bad, the only reason i stay in contact is because we have a puppy together, otherwise i wouldnt be interested. Ok thats a lie, its hard letting ago. I was single for 31/2 years before i met him. then we were together 141/2 months. Its hard, he was the first guy i moved out with ever, first man i had a dog with and etc. So its hard for me to move on, i love him more then i loved anything, him and the pupp are my heart, but he doesnt care about that. SO ive been showing my pupp love and not him. WHy do men say one thing and do another. 

[thcolleen]

Just another night where I wait all day to see my boyfriend and something happens where I can't 😞

[vlonethug]

I work at a pizza place bae you could have whatever you like

[the--amandashow-blog]

the only thing thats going to get me through this night is the new Awkward episode