oh my gosh fkfjskjf okay i honestly i feel that i’ve always just had this feeling (ever since i was super little) that there was someone for me out there and i didn’t even read a lot of fairytales or watched sappy movies like it was just a feeling and, now that i’m older, i still have the same feeling but it’s louder now bcs this should be the time that i experience all of that like falling in love, being in a relationship, going on cute dates, and all of that but what am i getting instead? crippling existential crises and a friendship with a cute curly-haired italian boy with the most beautiful and soulful eyes. anyways, i totally feel you on that honestly like we’re not getting any younger man i’m just hoping the universe will bring him in soon and same for you too!! i just want one thing. and that’s cute museum dates. please. also one advice that i wanna give you is that, if you dream of having a crush on someone in your dream or falling in love, write it down!! that can be a way that the love of your life is presenting themselves to you and communicating with you and showing you that they exist. if you remember their features like their hair, eyes, their personality, likes/dislikes, etc, write it down bcs, when you meet someone new, you can reread those and see if it matches!! i found myself dreaming about a boy i didn’t recognize the whole time last year and i wrote them all on my notes app (and tbh the boy lowkey sounds like italian boy oop i gotta go) and it was so funny reading them again!! like, at that time, i just recorded them bcs i felt so soft all over and needed to scream about my emotions but they’re actually super helpful!! i really hope we meet our destined lovers soon 🤍✨
