how do i reconcile with past me
when i've never fucking seen the inside of a confessional.
the deer on the road have too many eyes, i think.
or maybe
this is how it should be.
my words are no god,
but i see the deer and i try for religion,
but I'm falling short at prayer.
when i met god the universe was empty. my mom is draggin me into church and every emotion in my body is anger.
no one told her i was a scorpion's nest
filled with venom.










