I feel like I am going to ruin the relationships that mean the most to me & I am scared

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I feel like I am going to ruin the relationships that mean the most to me & I am scared
I wish I was not constantly worried about being abandoned by everyone who is important to me
time sure does fly by when you disassociate :)
got some new meds 💊 here's hoping for some better results !!
update: I'm still on the new meds but my dosage was increased :) here's hoping
I don't want to do anything today. I don't even want to exist anymore.
And I'll pick at my fingers
until the skin bleeds
Perhaps I'll be a day drinker
for the crimes I'd intercede
Been tired of living
or maybe life's tired of me?
The years stay unforgiving...
...will I truly ever see? 👁️