#miyuchat

[dullanyan]

i hadnt drawn these 3 together so i had to change that !!

[dullanyan]

2016 was frickn awful dudes

and even tho it was technically over i still had Yet Another Breakdown over some residual bad feelings

but now im eating one of my fav snacks and drinking out of my fav cup

im just gonna try and treat myself and stop punishing myself

even if i have like 0 sense of self worth im gonna attempt to fake it til i make it lmao !!!

so we’ll see how that works

[dullanyan]

me @ 2016

[dullanyan]

uuuggh

i did one of these last year so i’ll do another year in review thingie

summary: it fucking sucked

more in depth: i am kinda overreacting because i mean aside from bad parts i did get to be closer to pals and make new pals, also cut off ones who sucked and didnt even like me lmao (if youre reading this, obviously its not about you !! so no worries :3)

my depression did get super bad this year and ive had some really bad and suicidal thoughts, im still not doing so great but im hanging in here

so uh, for 2017 i just hope everything will be better, im gonna try and not beat myself up so much and try and not be as self loathing, i definitely wont be able to completely stop right now and @ future me if youre reading this and currently doing bad, its ok, just hang in there dude

i spent half of 2016 being terrible imo... im still not a great person but im working really hard to be better!! im better than i was at this point last year...

i just hope we all have a nice new year and that 2017 will be ok for us all!!

[dullanyan]

Can we please stop the "reblog this post for _____" trend bc I am very superstitious and also they aren't working

[dullanyan]

cant sleep again

[dullanyan]

theres a lot more hxh on my dash than usual thank u all

[dullanyan]

recently i got a cavity filled and i didnt even know which tooth was the cavity tooth, now im all fixed up and now its hurting. im calling the police.