My sleep schedules been fucked because of quarantine so my day has been Wake up at 2 AM and see the Geoff allegation (oh god oh fuck please not again) and then fall asleep for ~13 hours and just wake up half an hour ago and see his response (thank god YES GEOFF) so,, today was Up and then Down :) hows your general day been now that that nearly a new controversy is behind us
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my day sure is going, my dude.
goofs aside, i’m generally doing better now. i fucking aged 15 years in the span of a week because of these past controversies, like holy shit. if i have learned at least one thing from everything that has happened, it’s that some people that are given a position of power can be fucking terrifying, like ryan. fortunately, i know not every person is like that, like geoff and trevor.
all i can do now is be cautiously optimistic going forward. this isn’t the first time a content creator i liked was exposed for being a dangerous person, and it most likely won’t be the last. i have to accept that i will never truly know these people beyond a creator/fan interaction. i also have to remind myself that not every person i’m a fan of is secretly a piece of shit. i want to assume the best in people unless shown otherwise.