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♪: Who You? by G Dragon

Minseok would never forget Chanyeol.  His bright, happy eyes, his contagious laugh, the way he spoke.  He was the only person Minseok had loved and not been scared of.  But like everything else, Minseok screwed it up, and he screwed it up bad.  But he told himself that he didn’t need Chanyeol (he really, really did).  He insisted he didn’t miss him, not one bit (he still wore his hoodies).  But he was a terrible liar, and he couldn’t do it, he couldn’t leave things at such a horrible place.  He took out his phone to text Chanyeol.  

I will treat you better, will you meet me? I won’t bother you, will you please come back to me?

Chanyeol flipped through a journal he kept in his backpack. Where did he go wrong? And he thought they had something. Naturally, he felt really hurt over the whole ordeal. But he accepted it. Perhaps it was for the best? Reality wouldn't be reality without the pain. He really didn't know anymore. What if this was just a bad dream and he didn't wake up from it yet? Probably. Reality and fantasy-- he could barely tell the difference anymore. His phone buzzing in his pocket disrupted his thoughts. By the ringtone, he could tell it was a text. Wondering who it was from, he pulled out his phone and brought up the text messaging window.

And a wide smile spread itself across his lips when he saw who the sender was.

[sms -- Minseok :^)] aha, hey man! of course ill meet cha. i missed you man. ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

[sms -- Minseok :^)] even if you frame me for a murder, send me to hell and back, ill always be there for you. i told you im loyal until death! and boy did i mean it! (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))

[dscsungmin-blog]

we're bound to linger on { minseok & sungmin }

The evening air was soothing to the skin while Sungmin walked down the street, hands in his pockets and shoulder hunched up a little as if to brace himself against the cold. The weather was nice, enjoyable, and he almost wished he'd have left his home earlier so that he'd have more free time to wander aimlessly as he was prone to doing on a daily basis. When one had nothing better to do, no responsibilities to family or work, things like walks and other distractions became habitual, as far as he was concerned.

Today, however, Sungmin actually had an obligation to someone, and it wasn't just any other person; in fact it was a friend whom he considered to be one of his closest. Minseok certainly wasn't like a member of the group he knew from high school, and for that he was internally grateful, because he'd much rather have very different friends that those guys and girls who seemed to have little to nothing in common with him. Not that he would ever forsaken them, though. He could never bring himself to do that.

There was nervousness thrumming through his system, for a reason that was unknown but not entirely unfamiliar. It was a feeling, accompanied by the warmth of others that were as equally indescribable to Sungmin, that he had become used to after the many months in which he had known Minseok. He'd simply brushed it off and explained it as being caused by their closeness, so it was almost a comfort that he was feeling this way again. They hadn't been in contact much lately, and he couldn't quite remember when the last time they'd met face-to-face was. Needless to say he was excited to be able to spend time with his good friend once more after so long.

Chronically shy, it took a few moments for Sungmin to build up the courage to actually knock on the door, and after doing so he stood there awkward and idly pulling at the hem of his graphic t-shirt, smoothing it down over his white jeans. His mind raced through different thoughts, wanting to make sure he wasn't forgetting anything, was at the right place at the right time. Calm down, Sungmin, he told himself, nearly laughing under his breath at how ridiculous he was behaving. He was just visiting Min, there was nothing to be worried or afraid of.

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Teasing in public. I like to touch my partner in crowded places and see how much I can rile them up before others start noticing.