#mmari studies

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Sucks that in order to get good at something, you have to suck at said thing first.

It's unfair. An attack on me personally. Such bullshit.

@God please patch

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Was googling "Heat Capacity of Ice and Water and Steam" today because reasons, then had a realization that what I just typed could work as a GRRM title, or perhaps a Romantasy novel.

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At this point, I should get a tattoo on my hand that says: "open your scheduler, you have long-term academic/career goals and aspirations,"

because like, obviously I do, but my ADHD means I completely forget about all of it until I open my scheduler at like 11:30 am and then suddenly I remember again, and by then I've already spent all my morning hours either sleeping (weekends) or dawdling on my phone (weekdays) and I feel like kicking myself.

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List five things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. Get to know your mutuals and followers 💖💖💖

Oh, *rubs hands* let’s see:

Dogs, obviously

The Wonder™ you feel when you experience/discover/learn something new, or experiencing it vicariously through watching kids experience/discover/learn something for the first time

My Original Characters and the daydream world they inhabit

When I feel like I’m making progress on the plans I’ve made for my dream career as a scientist(this is sadly rare nowadays, because I’m struggling academically currently, but whenever I do feel this, it’s like crack to me(or so I’d assume, since I live in a country where drugs are illegal and have never actually tried them myself))

God (Don’t hate me please, I know this sounds super holier-than-thou and bible thumpy and sanctimonious and preachy and what have you, and I’d hate to seem like That Christian. But you see, sometimes there’s this sudden feeling of contentedness where I feel like God loves me and God loves the world, and for that one milisecond it feels like all is right in the world. At the very least, it feels like it’s a crapsack world but we can make this better, that it’s going to be okay. And that’s a beautiful feeling.)

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Hey! I see that you've written that you're a chemical engn undergrad. I was an undergrad too! May I know which college you attend? I passed out last year from a college in India.

Hello and nice to meet you @toothlessismypatronus ! :D

I'm attending Sogang Uni in south korea.

Tbh nowadays I'm not so sure if I'm a chemical engineer material, because I'm flunking my chemistry courses and I really prefer the more mathematical side of things. But here's hoping I figure it out eventually!