#mo's random thoughts

[youreverydaydreamer]

Crack Bfsmp/Vsmp theory. What if Bf!Scott is Scott Goldsmith before he got turned. Like bfsmp is the medieval smp if you fudge the timelines enough it might work. Anyway that's my stupid theory.

[youreverydaydreamer]

This is a haunted winter bloodletting au idea (because c!Owen and c!Legundo must be together in every universe and because I like torturing Legs) that I somehow managed to actually write something down for. So context this is instead of Avid, Marm, Viking, Drift, and Apo being dropped in the winter with Legundo its just v!Owen.

So heres tiny my writing drabble(not sure that's the right word). But just keep in mind I'm not a writer I generally only do art.

So without further ado here it is:

Owen sees Louis' face for the last time his gaze watching as Owen sinks to hell.

Owen wakes up in a forest. It's unlike Oakhearsts woods, covered in snow. And Owen feels different he feels cold but not the cold from deep within his own body. But instead the freezeing bite of winter. He shivers.

Owen wonders though this cold hell. Taking in every tree seeing if he recognize the type. He continues to walk untill he can no longer. He eventually lays in the snow and stares at the skyhe wonders if Louis is still watching, it's the last thing he sees before he dies.

Owen wakes up in a cold forest

-–|🪻|–-–|🪻|–-🌒🌕🌘-–|🪻|–-–-–|🪻|–-

Legs has been here before. He ignores this in favor of quickly gathering supplies. Muttering to himself what he's needs when he hear's it. Soft consistent crunches of snow almost non existent. Legundo pauses and grips his axe tightly. Hes quick to look around to spot the danger.

(Skip to him finding Owen).

There's a human...?

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Legundo has to stop and stare at who looks to be a ghost of a person. They have odd colored hair of white and brown almost like stripes with very stretched curls. Clothes of red and a very out dated fashion(or at least what he thinks to be).

They're just walking slowly not sporadically like a zombie but instead just moving forward. Despite visibly shaking or are they shivering? They just keep walking.

-–|🪻|–-–|🪻|–-🌒🌕🌘-–|🪻|–-–-–|🪻|–-

(Skip again to Owen noticing him)

Owen has to laugh because of course Legundo is a part of this hellscape.

(Skip)

"Hello soldier"

Owen kills Legundo but it doesn't actually kill him. The soldier just lays their pleading for Owen to revive(?) him, to talk.

(Skip again to when Legundo convinces Owen to not murder him again)

Now that Owen has a chance to really look at him he can tell this isn't his Legundo. The man has a similar build and height to the doctor but his face, his face is all wrong there's no giant scar across most of it but rather scars are sporadically sprinkled around it. His wrinkles are in all the wrong places. His eyes are somehow darker, almost lifeless. And somehow singlehandedly looking older and younger than his doctor. The man holds himself with more tightness like he's always ready for a fight.

But he's undeniably still Legundo, somehow.

[youreverydaydreamer]

bloodletting I will never be able to view you as just inherently romantic/sexual

[youreverydaydreamer]

I can't help but wonder what Owen actually wanted out of turning Legs in the beginning. Like I get the, "rid of the world of humanity" crap.

I know Owen could care less about Doc helping more people. But like he said to Legs he thought he could be like Louis, but what after? Because Owen was actively/purposely doing what Louis would have hated.

If Legs would of willingly become a vampire before the angst that is Bloodletting, what would have happened? What was the point?

I don't think Owen was actively looking for partnership(in any sense) with Legundo. I'm sure he would honestly be against that, forever condemning himself to a dead man. So I don't think he had a reason.

Maybe he subconsciously knew Legs would never except vampireism. Maybe that's what drew Owen to Legundo.

[youreverydaydreamer]

Headcanons for Modern Graced Trustbites AU

Spoilers kinda because this is based on what has already been said prior

Leg's first born has short hair. When he first cut it was for convenience sake but the kid never complained about it being short so he keeps it that way(whether it's a pixie or a buzz cut I'm unsure).

His youngest clings to him like a magnet (always wants to be held/on his hip/always hanging off him) and the oldest is in her independent phase wants to do everything for her self and keeps doing things that scares the shit out of Legs and it's always when he looks away for one second (this is one of many reasons why he freaks out when he gets kidnapped/takes a 5 hour nap when he's supposed to be home).

Legs has abysmal cooking skills because he at the very least needs to be able to feed his children something edible (though i imagine he still has like a lot of frozen foods stored in his freezer for quick and easy meals).

He tries to make sure to dedicate all of his days off work to his kids.

Legundo's "partner" is one of the people who was in the army with him. Before the kids they pretty much bonded over shared trauma/addiction/self loathing and over all where bad influences on eachother(who me having Legundo be with someone who actively does harm to him and vice versa *stares at most the people I ship legundo with*)

I also think Legundo has/had siblings(this isn't specific to this au, just in general). And I'm thinking about making oc's of his siblings but not for sure on that.

Also trying to think up names for his kids. But I'm honestly not sure what he would end up naming a child/children. I feel like something horribly plain like Jane or John(no offense to people named that just not names I would pick if I had a child).

And no art(though I lowkey wanted to make some but alas) today just a ton of headcanons that came to me in the middle of the night.

And just taggings under the cut

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[youreverydaydreamer]

the amount of bannerfall posts I got cooking is crazy

[youreverydaydreamer]

Fic idea for Haunted Winter, what if the loop keeps going in the sense that Legs(of course), Avid, Marm, Viking, Drift, Apo(I'm not sure??), all get brought back into another one of 100 days worlds that Legs has already been in and it keeps happening, endlessly keep going to the next world.

Which I imagine would both be awkward and full of mistrust the first (would it be considered second??) time around. They would not likely make it to 100th day similarly to what happened originally. And they would all learn to trust and rely on each other. Also I honestly just want to see more of Drift and Legs friendship grow(I was hooked by Drift's nicknames for him(Margaret hehe)).

A lot of angsty fluff, all in the group learning how to interact with Legundo and with his trauma. Which I'm sure heavily affects his relationship with each person. And just them all getting to know each other. Eventually they try to figure away out of these endless loops.

Also do they have a group name like officially? Anyway feel free to ask me questions about this! And pleaseee if anyone wants to make fic based off this idea please do I would love to read it!

[youreverydaydreamer]

Guys is it normal to already planning what I want to do for Bloodletting week? I've never participated in one of these before.