Short version: Trying to find a place I can rent longterm and that doesn't cost me an arm, leg, both kidneys and my spinal cord is frustrating. Especially when the person making the contract (when there is a contract), thinks they can blatantly fuck me over, despite stuff we agreed on verbally.
Long version:
Me: *gets a pricey option for renting a (somewhat fixer-upper) appartement in the main city, with the verbal deal of being able to get a main living address registered for the duration of 3 years I plan to rent (bcs having the main address there qualifies me for smth else I need)*
Me: *gets the money ready, but have to see the contract first before deciding to sign*
The agency dude, writing up the contract, likely assuming "the autistic girl and her mom probably won't read it well, they seem ready to go ahead and sign":
*writes that they are lowering the cost of rent for the duration of fixing up the kitchen and all other stuff I need to get done per agreement*
*writes that the owner agrees to a TEMPORARY address registration*
Me:
Conclusion: If the three sections written in this contract don't get changed before Thursday/Friday when we'll be signing the contract, they can keep that place.
I am not paying 500 rent + utilities for a temporary address while ALSO providing them with essentially a free kitchen because I get to live for a year or two in a fixer upper.
This better have been a typo, otherwise I will look him in the eye at the meeting and tell him that this is something I am not compromising on, and that he can freely give the place to the students that wanted to rent for just one year.
I do need support when communicating and setting up meetings like that, as well as having the stuff explained to me so I don't shut down in the middle of a meeting.
I am not dumb. And I do NOT need this appartement this much.
Good news; two days ago I removed some files from it to usb drives because I knew it would die on me some time soon.
Bad news; I wasn't able to move a huge folder of old pictures and videos, which were essentially memories going all the way from 2011 to this year.
Goodish news; I've been on the fence about holding onto those since they did not spark actual joy, so it seems the computer made the decision for me.
BAD news; I am starting my job internship thing in the beginning of september and it will be administrative work 😬
But, eyo. Like my friend told me recently
"If something is meant for you, it will reach you even if it where buried underneath a mountain. And if something isn't meant for you, you won't get even if it was right in front of your eyes"
If we expect motherfucking allies, if we expect people to research and educate themselves on the whole Rainbow Community and all that jazz, then mc-fucking-maybe don't be fucking hostile to people who indentify as straight, and/or identify as the gender they were born as.
Because this kind of attitude kind of confirms what most of them are being fed by their parents/community and it sure as fuck won't get them to think any different.
That kind of attitude sure didn't make me feel welcome when I started questioning myself as a young teen.
[ID: Gale meme with text reading: Okay, was anybody going to tell me Selective Mutism is not people just deciding they preffer not speaking, but it's also used to describe being unable to speak/having to force yourself because you are too drained or was I just supposed to stumble across this info via TikTok myself?"/EndID]
*takes a break from despair of existence by coming to the hellsite*
*decides to send my gf a cutesy post*
*sees this*
TUMBLR?! WHERE IS OUR TRIANGLE? WHERE IS OUR PLANE THAT GOES NYOOM?
Yet another little thing to get used to... Damnit could you, perchance, look into why we have such big problems with not being able to find tags? Instead of? Changing icons??
And this is where I screech about all sorts of stuff! Shows, movies, podcasts, fanfics, pretty much stuff that gets me excited. Tags leading to different screeching under this pinned post.
