let your body do the answering – suren (swh) x reader
synopsis: your boyfriend is having a rough day, and you're the only thing that makes him feel better.
pairing: fembodied!nonidol!reader x idol!suren; softdom!suren x virgin!sub!reader (est. relationship)
warnings: MDNI! making out; dry humping; handjob; oral (m receiving); unprotected p in v (wrap it); creampie; suren is kind of sad and reader makes him feel better; reader experiences slight pain during sex (foreplay and prep are important!); cursing; reader has a praise kink; overstimulation; lmk if there’s anything else!
based on this ask <3
wc: ~2.9k
Suren towered over your frame, eyes boring holes into you.
“You have something right here,” he said quietly, using his thumb to wipe your bottom lip, placing his remaining fingers on your cheek.
“Frosting,” he said as he placed his thumb in his mouth, licking it clean. He turned away and continued frosting the sugar cookies you both had just baked as if he didn’t just cause your heart rate to skyrocket. You closed your jaw that had been hanging open and cleared your throat, trying to act normal. Your boyfriend was always flirty, but he seemed to be laying it on extra thick today for some reason.
“Sweet, just like you.” He looked at you and grinned. You returned his smile, but inside, you were racking your brain wondering why he was acting so strangely.
You decided to act nonchalant and try to ask him. “What’s up with you today? Did you sleep extra well last night or something?”
He looked at you with a confused expression on his face. “What do you mean? Am I not allowed to flirt with my girlfriend?”
“No, it’s not that. You’re just being even cuter than usual today.”
Suren walked over to you and placed his hands on your lower back. “I’m just feeling really thankful for you today,” he said, looking down at you and smiling.
You looked back at him, slightly confused, but smiled back, wrapping your hands around his neck. “Oh? Why’s that?”
“No reason. I’m just really grateful for how you treat me.”
You laughed slightly. “What do you mean?”
He shrugged. “I don’t know. You’re just always so kind and treat me so well. I always feel cared for when I’m with you.”
“Oh,” you said, eyebrows furrowing slightly. “I’m really glad you feel that way. But, Su, is something going on? I mean, why are you thinking about this now?”
Suren shook his head. “It’s nothing, baby. Don’t worry.” He leaned down and pecked your nose.
“Suren, what is it? You can tell me,” you urged.
Your boyfriend sighed. “It’s nothing, really. There’s just been a bit of tension between the members because of our comeback, so things have been a little tough. It’s just nice to feel appreciated.” He gave you a small smile and wouldn’t look you in your eyes.
“Aww, baby, come here,” you said as you pulled him down into a hug. He sighed as he melted into you and rubbed your back. Your hand found its way to his head as you played with his hair, causing him to snuggle into you.
“I’m sorry you’ve been going through a tough time. But I’ll always be here to tell you how amazing you are. You’re the best boyfriend I could ask for. So sweet and caring. Funny. Smart. Talented.” You gave him a gentle kiss on the neck. “And so handsome.”
He pulled away slightly to look in your eyes. “You think so?”
You nodded at him. “I do.”
Suren looked down at your lips before leaning down to meet them with his. His hand reached up to cup your face to try to bring it even closer to his. His free hand traveled down your back and pulled your body tight against his, leaving no space between you.
Your fingers tugged at Suren’s hair, and you heard a soft groan escape his lips. You took the opportunity to place your open mouth on his, your tongue meeting his. His tongue swirled around yours and your grip on his hair tightened. You felt Suren begin to guide you backwards towards the living room, and you allowed him to gently lay you down on the couch, him holding his weight above you.
“You really are needy today,” you said breathlessly, forehead resting on his.
“Only for you,” he replied before placing his lips back onto yours.
You felt Suren begin to grind himself against your core and you couldn’t help but let out a moan into his mouth. Your legs instinctively wrapped around his waist to give him better access, feeling his erection growing by the second. Your hips began to move in sync with his, grinding up into him as he thrusted into you. You could feel your sweatpants slowly getting wet from your arousal, but you didn’t mind.
“Looks like someone else is needy today, too,” Suren said cheekily after breaking away from your mouth.
“Oh, shut up,” you joked, your legs releasing their grasp on him as you shoved his shoulders back so he was sitting upright on the couch. You straddled his hips and pressed down into him again, slowly moving back and forth. His hands found your hips, pulling you down on him even harder. Your lips met his again as the kiss became sloppy, teeth hitting teeth and moans escaping each others’ mouths. Suren’s hands began to fumble around your waistband and you gasped, pulling away slightly.
“Is this okay?” He asked with earnest eyes.
You nodded. “Yes. Yes, that’s fine.”
Suren’s eyebrows furrowed. “Are you sure? I’m not trying to push you too far, I just thought…”
You shook your head and smiled at him, hands finding the back of his neck. “No, baby, it’s okay. I want to. You just surprised me.” You leaned in to kiss him gently again, reassuring him that you were comfortable and wanted to continue.
His hands stayed locked on your hips. He broke the kiss for a moment and said quietly, “Baby, I don’t wanna do anything impulsively. I want you to be sure.” You looked down at him and smiled. Your sweet boy. Always making sure you were comfortable.
“I am sure, Su. I’ve been thinking about it for a while. I just didn’t know how to bring it up. I promise you I want to. Are you sure?”
“Oh, I’m sure.” Suren gave you a small smile. “Trust me. Just… tell me if we’re going too fast, okay?” He said as one of his hands reached up to grab the back of your neck and bring it back down to him, locking your lips back together sweetly.
The mood had shifted–before, it had been heated, messy–but now, it was soft and gentle, romantic. Suren took his time making the moment right–fingers running through your hair, hand caressing your waist. He made you feel cared for, safe. Your hands traveled down Suren’s chest, down his abs, landing on his waist. You pushed your fingers under his waistband and rubbed circles on his hips with your thumbs, causing him to start breathing heavily. You pulled the elastic band of his pants and underwear slowly down his pelvis, exposing his erection. Suren let out a sigh as the pressure lifted from his groin, head falling back onto the couch. Pre-cum leaked from the tip and you couldn’t help but lick your lips as you reached for the shaft.
“Tell me what to do, baby,” you said sensually to Suren as you slid your hand slowly up and down his erection. You and Suren had messed around a bit before, but you were mostly inexperienced when it came to intimacy.
“Just keep doing that, baby. Focus on the tip. Fuck…” Suren moaned out as you followed his instructions, swiping your thumb over his slit. His hands grasped the couch cushions, knuckles turning white. Noting the good reaction, you continued your action with one hand and used the other to focus on the base.
“Jesus, baby. When did you get so good at this?” Suren asked, breathless.
You leaned forward and kissed his sweaty forehead. “I just know you, Su,” you whispered to him. “The way your body reacts to my touch. It’s showing me what to do.”
“Fuck,” Suren heaved. “So. Good.” You smiled at him, even though his eyes were closed, and kissed his cheek before leaning back again so you could better see him. You noticed Suren’s stomach begin to contract as you continued. You slyly climbed off of his lap and got on your knees in front of him.
Suren looked down at you, confused. “What are you doing, baby?”
You smiled up at him. “Don’t worry about it. Just relax.” Tentatively, Suren leaned back down on the couch and closed his eyes. You removed your top hand and slowly placed your mouth on Suren’s tip, tongue carefully licking over the slit.
“Ah, fuck,” Suren groaned as one of his hands instinctively grabbed at your hair. You swirled your tongue around him as your other hand continued to pump him. “Gonna cum.” Suren’s voice gradually became higher-pitched as his orgasm overcame him, his moans coming out broken. You moaned around his dick, the vibrations causing Suren to grip your hair tighter as he came, the salty liquid hitting the back of your throat. You squeezed your eyes shut and forced yourself to swallow, tears appearing in the corners of your eyes. You slowly pumped him as his groans became more infrequent and his grip on you loosened. You popped your mouth off of him and looked up at him, smiling, as he looked back down at you, breathing haggard.
“That was amazing, baby,” he praised you, hands coming to cup your face. “I’m sorry if I got a little rough there at the end. It was just so good.” You raised yourself to sit back down on your boyfriend’s lap.
“It’s okay. You weren’t too rough. Just wanted to make you feel good,” you said as you wiped his sweaty hair out of his face.
“You definitely did, baby, don’t worry.” Suren pulled your face in to kiss you, tasting himself on your tongue. As you pulled away, he wiped the remaining tears from your cheeks.
“Your turn?” He whispered into your lips.
You shook your head. “Want your dick.”
“Fuck, baby, you just don’t stop, do you?” Suren groaned.
You giggled into him. “It’s one of the reasons you love me.”
“Damn right it is.” Suren brushed your hair behind your ear. “But, baby, don’t you think we should ease into it? I don’t want you getting hurt.”
“Don’t care. Want to feel all of you.” Suren groaned as his lips met yours again, tongue brushing over yours for a brief moment.
“Okay, but if it hurts, you have to tell me and we’ll stop, okay?” You nodded in return.
Eager, you reached down to your waistband and pulled it down past your knees, exposing your glistening pussy to the cold, causing a shiver to run down your spine.
“God, baby, you’re so pretty,” Suren praised as his hands traced down your hips.
Your cheeks turned red and you shoved your face into his shoulder. “Stop!” You teased.
“I’m serious, baby,” he continued, without an ounce of jest in his tone. “Can I touch you?”
You pulled back to look at him. “Of course.”
Suren’s fingers trailed down your hipbone and fell on your arousal, slowly rubbing your slit.
“Fuck, baby, all for me?”
You whimpered into his lips before pecking him. “Who else would it be for?”
Suren’s fingers ghosted over your clit and you let out a small moan. “Su… want you, please,” you begged.
“Okay, baby. Just remember: tell me to stop whenever.”
You nodded fervently. “I know, just please…” you trailed off.
Suren answered your pleas and grabbed his dick, slowly rubbing it through your folds. Your mouths opened, breathing into each other as he lined himself up with your hole, slowly beginning to push in.
The stretching feeling was immense and you could barely fit more than the head in at first. You breathed heavily into Suren’s mouth, eyes screwing shut.
“Okay, baby?” Suren asked you. You just nodded in return. “Just tell me what you need.”
“Just… give me a minute,” you pushed out, hands gripping Suren’s shoulders. You allowed yourself to slowly adjust to him before pushing your hips down his length a bit more, shakily exhaling.
Suren groaned into you. “You’re so fucking tight, baby.”
“I know. I’m sorry. Just be patient please.”
“Don’t be sorry, baby. Feels amazing,” Suren breathed out. Even though you weren’t feeling the pleasure yet, the idea that you were making your boyfriend feel so good was enough to keep you feeling positive. You lifted up your hips and pushed down even further, taking in half of his length.
“You’re doing so well, baby,” Suren praised you, kissing your jaw. “Feeling okay?”
“Yeah, I’m okay. You’re just… big.”
“Are you hurting?”
“I’m okay.”
“Baby, if it’s too much, we can stop. You don’t have anything to prove to me.”
“I know, but I want to. I’m okay.”
Suren continued kissing along your jaw, giving you small praises along the way. My pretty girl. Taking me so well. Doing such a good job for me. With each praise, you felt yourself getting wetter and taking more of his cock. Within a few minutes, Suren bottomed out and your hips were flush together.
“Knew you could do it, baby,” Suren breathed into your neck before leaving a kiss. “How do you feel?” With all of him finally inside you, you felt completely full, a feeling you’d never felt before. Any pain had subsided and was being replaced with pleasure.
“Feels good,” you replied, arms wrapping around his neck.
“Yeah?” You nodded into him. “I’m gonna let you take the lead, okay? Let me know if you get tired.” You nodded again and experimentally began to move your hips back and forth, feeling Suren’s dick hitting your walls. You’d never felt anything this deep inside you, pressing on all these new spots.
“Oh,” you moaned out as pleasure shot up your core.
“Feels good?” Suren questioned as he kissed your neck.
“Yeah,” you exhaled. “Feels really good.” Suren lightly grabbed your hips to help move you back and forth on him. You groaned into him, gripping his shirt.
“You feel so good around me,” Suren admired, causing you to clench around him. “Ugh, don’t do that,” he groaned. “Gonna cum.”
“Sorry,” you apologized. “You can’t say shit like that to me.”
“Can’t help it.” Suren began to push your hips faster. “Pussy’s just so good.” You attempted to keep yourself from squeezing around him, but failed. Suren squeezed your hips. “Fuck, okay, I’ll stop.”
“What happened to me taking the lead?” Suren was basically controlling your movements at this point.
“S-sorry, I got carried away,” he replied as his grip on you loosened.
“I didn’t say I didn’t like it,” you said as you pulled back to look in his eyes. You saw something in him shift slightly, and before you knew it, your back was on the couch with Suren on top of you. Suren grabbed one of your thighs and placed your leg on his shoulder before thrusting into you. The new sensation caused your back to arch into him and you let out a moan you didn’t know you had in you.
“How about this?” Suren asked, his face above yours.
You grabbed his shirt to bring him even closer to you. “Yes. Please,” you moaned. You saw a cocky smirk overtake your boyfriend’s features, but you didn’t care. Suren steadily thrusted into you, each time hitting a spot within you that caused a spark of pleasure. You rubbed your hands down his chest, looking for anything to ground yourself. You felt your eyes begin to roll back as the pleasure overtook you, breathy moans leaving your mouth. Suren wrapped his arm around your leg and reached his thumb to your clit, rubbing it in circles. The pressure sent a shock throughout you, causing you to jolt.
“Su, ‘s too much,” you let out in a high-pitched moan.
“Want me to stop? Just say the word.” You could tell Suren was close to finishing, too, as his breaths became heavy. You shook your head, urging him to continue, even though your senses were overwhelmed. You gripped at Suren’s shirt as your breath escaped you, your chest heaving.
You felt your stomach swirl as your orgasm began to overtake you. “Gonna… gonna cum,” you pushed out.
“Me too, baby,” Suren whined, his hips stuttering inside you. “Cum with me, okay?” You nodded as a feeling of pure ecstasy washed over you, your hands and legs shaking. Your ears began to ring and a white light clouded your vision. You grabbed onto Suren’s neck to ground yourself, and slowly began to come down from your high. You felt Suren’s hips begin to slow down inside you, and you opened your eyes to see his face over yours, looking at you like you were the most beautiful thing in the world. As he placed your leg down, you pulled him in and kissed him softly, both of you out of energy and covered in sweat.
“You okay, baby?” he whispered when he pulled away. You nodded before pecking him again.
“You?” you pushed out. Suren nodded in return.
“Hell yeah.”
You giggled at him. “Thank you for being patient with me.”
“Of course, baby. Thank you for making me feel wanted.”
You pouted at him before pulling him back down to you. Suren collapsed on you, wrapping his arms around your frame. You stayed like that for a while, legs wrapped around each other, whispering sweet nothings in each others’ ears, and completely forgot about the cookies you left sitting on the counter.
