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merrrr. so monday, not the best day. happy I'm done with my Spanish midterm though :) ughhh. onto the next one due friday though x-x. these past couple of days though (maybe even weeks) I've been feeling dissatisfied with my life. like there's more out there. but I'm just here and Idont even want to do homework but I feel as though I'm just being left behind in this race we call life. everybody else seems to have a job, have different friends, be just OUT more, have more hobbies, do more things and I'm stuck in this place where I want to be there too but I'm not? I'm not inclined to go out or make new friends but then I become lonely and all I want is to understand WHY, life and things. WHAAAT!? I dont even know man. all I know is that I feel so disconnected but I want to feel connected. I want my life to have a goal. long term and short term but I don't know. everything is kinda empty? I know that going on cl wasn't smart, but I did it anyways. I think it was dissatisfaction with life but also a bit of curiosity.. then I met someone cool but it was still weird. cus I mean he responded to a dtf ad. that I put. and he was chill but at the same time I wasn't sure if he expected sex right away or what? I don't even know. except I wish I could have met him through a "normal" way and we could have been friends that way. I also didn't know what I wanted. I mean yeah for a "connection" which I felt we had but was it real? was it just cus we smoked? was it just all really weird but in my head I built it into something else? I'm just so confused and conflicted. even with life in general. I wonder why I don't do MORE but I don't actually go out and try to accomplish THAT MORE. this is so weird and confusing. I just want to be calm and content. and be happy and secure in my decisions and choices. but HAH when will that ever happen? life man. all I ever know is that I don't know. AT ALL. it's freakin scary. ah well. I could vent so much more nonsense but I do need to get on with my life. peaceee (I wish) why can't I be cool and perfect and have my life together??

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