#moonbirthday

[thelilacdews]

2nd of July!

Kisses my way to you!

I know we all very very dearly (call it deadly) miss our Jinnie. It feels as if he took all the happiness and coziness with him. Life feels empty. So, here's me and Jinnie, sending you kisses for today. Grab em' all!!

Till then, stay happy and healthy my love... both you and Jinnie.

19 days to go....... 💜

@0721am

[thelilacdews]

I like it I'm twenty-five

You're so beautiful that your flower will bloom You're always loved Palette, diaries, times I was asleep...

I like it I'm twenty five I know you like me Ooh I got this (I got this) I'm truly fine I think I know a little bit about myself now (Still have a lot to say)

Back when I was 23 and heard twenty-three by IU, I felt so heard. Now, I'm turning 25, spending last days as 24, the lyrics "I think I know a little bit about myself now (Still have a lot to say)" feels familiar too. I really wish to know more about myself. I've been waiting to share this song since when I was 23 coz that's when I heard the song first.

She's such a genius no!? Indeed, a QWEEN!

There's still a day left right? I'm already celebrating being 25 haha. Last day as 24. This one feels sad to write down but....

1 day to go……. 💜

@0721am

[thelilacdews]

"moonchild"

I call you moonchild We are the children of the moon breathing the cold air of dawn Yes we’re livin and dyin, at the same time But, for now, you can open your eyes Because just like some movie, just like some line, the whole world is blue under the moonlight

When the days feel hard and my heart feels heavy, I always remind myself to listen to mono. It just calms me down. The word moonchild has stuck with me for life, it gives me comfort. Although the verse isn't from mono but it's sung by Joon and the lines "Yes we’re livin and dyin, at the same time" just hits me super hard. I'm actually feeling a good amount of blue today, it's been a rough one.... But nights always calm me down, indeed a moonchild!

I didn't intend to make it a whole Namjoon appreciation post lol but it just ended up that way. Well since it's a wish to you, who is a Namjoon bias, it's valid right?

I want both you and joonie in front of me giving me words of courage and strength, it feels heavy and hard. Why is life so unfair? That you both are away from me :(

3 days to go……. 💜

@0721am

[thelilacdews]

07.07

I have so many things to tell you!! But I wanna let you know one thing, 7 has been everywhere in my life these days. I think it's the fate or maybe the stars aligned with bts and filled my life with 7s..

Absolutely loving it though! I'll let you know everything soon.

It's the 7th today. A week has passed already, 1/3rd of moonbirthday is done. I hope to make things special for the rest days too!

Also! I've absolutely been thrown off by the concept photos for "SEVEN" yesterday like OH EM EF GEE JUNGKOOKKKK!!! He's killing me with those concept photos! I wonder how the song would sound like. Let's grace our eyes once again shall we!?

*feels shy yet proceeds to stare at the pictures*

(PS. I'm till mad at BH for missing out 07.07 to release Seven LIKE WHAT A MISSED OPPORTUNITY HOW COULD YOU!!)

May our life stays filled with more 7s.

14 days to go....... 💜

@0721am

[thelilacdews]

One thing I miss about adulthood is not being able to watch Kdramas anymore. Isn't it crazy, I feel like a zombie sometimes.

I miss the days we used to watch dramas together. We used to laugh, cry, analyze and gush over all the beautiful and heart wrenching scenes.

Since songs have been my only source of entertainment, I listen to some of my favorite kdrama songs and reminiscence the beautiful scenes where those songs would play.

"Take Me On" always makes me super mushy and emotional. Since encounter is both our favorite drama, here's the most favorite song of mine from the drama.

16 days to go....... 💜

@0721am

[thelilacdews]

It's the Third!

Hey Love!

Hope it's been good out there. It's already the 3rd day, My life's been pretty average and super busy, wonder how it's been for you.

Today, finally "Still With You" get's it's royal entry to the spotify, definetly a matter of celebration, ain't it!! I absolutely can't wait to stream the heck out of it. Since we're talking about it anyways, here's some of the beautiful lyrics JK pinned down that I'm sending to you...

Behind your faint smile looking at me, I’d like to paint a beautiful purple color Even if our steps might be in different frequencies, I’d like to walk on this path with you Still With You

18 days to go....... 💜

@0721am

[thelilacdews]

Happy #Moonbirthday Love

Happy July my love.

Life has been crazy, hasn't it? Let's keep the craziness aside for a while and start these 21 days of goodness. 💮

I know I've been super crazy, pretty hurtful, inattentive and more, things I don't even wanna mention but I'll try my best to gather around the scattered things I have and come back as a more sorted out and better person.

(The talk was very very much needed tbh! More than grateful for it.)

Till then, prayers are all I need from your side. ❤️❤️

I wanna end this with a song obviously, listening to this gives me hope.

"Future's Gonna Be Okay!"

20 days to go....... 💜

@0721am

[thelilacdews]

Hello from a gloomy morning here. I love rather gloomy mornings these days, makes me feel calm and the weather also stays rather on the nicer side to not make me insane hehe.

University has left my mind blank yet again so lemme just drop a funny story. Yesterday my mother came into my room while talking to one of my cousins and say the lavender color July calendar that I had put up and was telling my cousin that we have to gift your sister lavender colored balloons this time.... hehe.... the entirely of my family now knows my recent obsession with lavender-lilacs :3

At times I really feel like turning my entire surrounding into Jin's BE room that was completely filled with shades of lavender and lilacs and beautiful gems. What can I do, it's such a pretty color.

Jin's BE Room reminds me of his words a lot. The way went up and said “Have you forgotten along the way that each one of you is a unique & precious gem? Never forget to cherish yourself & always remember that you are a sparkling gem.” it was really meaningful. I hope we get to keep reminding ourselves with his words.

2 days to go....... 🍃

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