(CHOKE)HOLD ON YOU : Seo Changbin
this is my second entry for @breakmeoff’s kinktober event! thank you so much my love ~ !! day 25 (tumblr didn’t upload the post for when i scheduled it sadly 🥲) enjoyyyy 💫 pairing : Changbin x fem!reader
genre : SMUT : MDNI
description : a what was meant to be lazy afternoon together turned into Changbin deciding to show off whatever he did at the gym earlier.
warnings / contents : smut (size kink, size difference, headlock, ultra era changbin yes that is a warning, face sitting, piv, unprotected sex, slight corruption kink, manhandling, praising)
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“You’re not even looking at the photos” You half whine to a lazy Changbin, his arms behind his head, body sprawled out over the bedsheets.
He had been to the gym earlier that day before you two hung out, treating you to that cafe you adore so much whilst his arms flexed subconsciously every so often.
And now that you were home, he had immediately laid down in bed after the two of you showered, with you curled up near his side, attempting to go through the pictures you took together earlier.
But each one was like it was cursing you.
His eyes clearly weren’t on the photos, but rather on how his hand curled around your waist, fingers splayed across the skin.
And in each of the photos, the only thing you could focus on were his muscles in his gym shirt, your hand unable to cover his bicep when you wrapped your arm around it for the photos.
“i am looking” he assured, although he made no effort as to look t themphone, but rather simply tug you closer to him by his hand, your leg practically on top of him, your head resting too comfortably on his chest.
You hum, not believing him but still going through the photos anyway, each one becoming more and more like a dig at you for just how much the mere sight of him effected you.
His thumb traces lazy circles on your hip, absentmindedly maybe, but your brain doesn’t believe in coincidences when it comes to him.
You can feel the warmth of his skin even through the thin fabric of your shorts, and suddenly the phone in your hand becomes impossible to focus on.
“You’re not even looking” you murmur again, although your voice sounds softer than you mean it to.
“Sure I am” he spoke, and you feel the vibration of his voice against your cheek before the words themselves reach you.
He doesn’t move to prove it though, instead he just tightens his arm around you, pulling you further against his chest until you can feel the steady rhythm of his heartbeat under your ear.
“See?” he teased quietly, lips brushing your hair, “perfect view” he finished, giving your waist a soft sueeze of almost recognition.
You roll your eyes but don’t move away.
You can’t really, not with the way his hand is still resting at your waist, fingers splayed like they were made to fit there, which he was sure they were.
The next photo loaded, another angle, yet another shot of his broad shoulders, the curve of his forearm, the way his shirt stretched across his chest.
You shouldn’t care, you know you shouldn’t. But it’s impossible not to when his lips brushed the top of your head with such softness your chest hurt, and his hand so firm against you it made you ache.
Binnie’s free hand took the phone from your hand, throwing it half bothered somewhere on the bed before rolling you to be fully on top of him.
He grins up at you, arm caging your waist down onto him so that your pressed firmly down onto the small slither of skin exposed on his abs.
“what are you doing?” you question, not making an effort as to move but your eyes furrowed a little at the smug look on his face.
Changbin shrugged, as best as he could from lying down before his lips were at the side of your neck, innocent, kissing down the side in cute pecks.
His frame was firm beneath you, your legs slithered between his larger ones, his other hand now resting at the top of the back of your thigh.
His lips trailed a burning path back up to your ear, and the heat of his breath sent a shiver down your spine, “just making sure you pay attention to me”
Changbin murmured, his voice a low, rough rumble that made your heart skip a beat.
The smug look was replaced by something softer, a more intense one, as his eyes met yours.
The small slither of skin between your clothes seemed to ignite under the pressure, and the realisation of your position, straddling him, hands against the fabric of his shirt, made your heart flutter.
You swallowed, finally pushing up just enough to rest your hands flat against his firm chest.
The solid beat of his heart thrummed steadily beneath your palms, “I was paying attention”
You countered weakly, trying to regain some composure even as his proximity made it impossible, “you’re the one who snatched my phone."
A low chuckle vibrated through his chest and into your handsc “guilty” Changbin admitted, unapologetic.
He shifted slightly, one hand moving from your waist to gently cup the side of your face, his thumb stroking your cheekbone, "but this is much better."
He didn't need to elaborate, being fully on top of him, encased in his strong frame, felt warm, secure, and infinitely more important than whatever notification you'd been checking.
"Much better” you finally conceded with a soft smile, leaning down to meet his gaze until his hand was moving to cup the back of your neck.
The contact was exhilarating in a way that it shouldn’t be after this long together, but your heart thudded loudly in your chest as you were then manoeuvred onto your back, the bed creaking slightly underneath you from the gentle push.
He was braced on his forearms, framing your head, his entire body a warm, solid weight that pinned you delightfully to the bed.
The difference in size was suddenly much more apparent from this angle, looking up, his shoulders seemed broad enough to block out the light, his torso a powerful shield.
Your hands, still resting on his chest, now felt small against the expanse of his muscles, which shifted subtly with his breath.
Binnie lowered his head slightly, his dark hair brushing your forehead, "see? this is my favorite view,” he murmured, his voice deep and close.
You felt like you were completely enveloped, your smaller frame completely contained by his larger one, a safe, captivating prison.
One of his hands shifted from the bed, his fingers spanning your collarbone and then tracing the delicate line of your jaw, emphasizing the comparative size of his hand against your face.
His thumb found your lower lip, drawing your gaze back to his, “it makes it easier for me to do what i want with you" he voiced quietly, making your breath hitch under the words.
you lay frozen beneath him for a moment until his voice cut theough the silence, “you’ve been staring at my arms all day, you think i wouldn’t notice?”
Your throat went dry at the words, his body above you now feeling like a cage rather than comfort, your legs squeezing together instinctively.
"i wasn't staring" you defend but the noise came out muffled to your own ears as his hand cupped both your cheeks under his fingers to speak further,
"admiring then" he teased with a grin too cocky for your liking, although you were trapped under his gaze as he pushed himself up to sit on his heels, still above you.
And when you attempted to follow suit, bracing yourself on your hands to sit up along side him, a hand lay flat against your stomach, coaxing you back down fully under the soft weight of it.
"what are you doing?" you ask again, cheeks burning in embarrassment under his eyes, laying beneath him on the softness of the pillows.
"i already told you. making sure you pay attention. but it seems like you want something else" Changbin spoke, voice low as your hands met the hem of his fitted shirt without realising it.
You merely huffed a laugh at that statement, "i don't want something else" you exaggerated, pretending to be unsure of what he was talking about,
even though you were sitting there with your thighs pressed so tightly together he was sure your blood circulation would be cut off.
He hummed, hand moving to your thigh to grip it until you parted them on instinct, "there you go. you sure you don't want something more than pictures bunny?"
You shook your head no, but the movement felt weakened with his eyes glued to where his hand gripped at your skin, and the obvious signs of arousal peaking through your shorts.
"what else would i want?" you questioned, almost rhetorically, not expecting him to give you an answer, your voice shaking slightly under your breath.
"i know what i want" he emphasised, and when your brows raised slightly in questioning he continued, "you riding my face" he finished, seeing the way your thigh twitched just a little under his palm.
"would you want that too baby?" he asked you, voice low, quiet as he pulled you closer to him by his hands, your body moving further down the bed.
"maybe" you answered, lips tugging up slightly, attempting to sound confident when in reality you were suddenly feeling too hot for your own skin.
Changbin made a noise of disapproval from above you, "i don't need a maybe bunny, i need a yes" he reminded you, although his fingertips were already digging into the waistband of your shorts.
"yes then" you continued, and when he had laid back down beside you, you didn't expect him to tug your thigh hard enough for it to be straddling over his torso.
He patted the exposed skin, half a warning and half a 'hurry up', "come on then" he ushered, tugging at your shorts until you got the message and took them off.
But you were too hesitant when you straddled him, your clothed centre above his abs, hands resting over his chest to stable yourself, and he almost yanked you forward himself.
"i said come on baby" he ushered again, tapping your thigh in a more insistent manner, and under a shaky breath you moved, letting his strong palms guide you to be over his face, his face almost in contact with your panties.
You flushed when he placed hot, impatient kisses to your thighs, just short of where you want him most, muscles burning from the effort of staying upright above him.
"sit" he muttered against you, fingers pulling the thin fabric to the side to expose your core, the smallest of motion making your breath hitch in your throat.
"what if i hurt you?" you ask, under the risk of sounding stupid to yourself as he continued his attack on your thighs, feeling the soft skin on top of him.
Changbin laughed gruffly beneath you, his free hands moving to your hip, "you can suffocate me for all i care. i said sit" he ordered, a heavy, strong bicep curling around the back of your thighs to press you down onto his face properly.
The noise that left you then was half gasp and a half moan, hands gripping the pillow sheets for support as his mouth came in contact with your centre.
He dragged it on, tongue and move moving lazily against you, teasing the slick between your thighs, barely even grazing your pulsing clit and you had to hold yourself back from grinding on his face.
"bin, please" you whimpered out after a couple more moments, even the short amount of teasing enough to leave you panting and needy for the man below.
His lips wrapped around your clit, harsh for just a moment before going back to his lazy, slowed pace, "ride then bunny, I've got you" he spoke against you.
his one hand moving to grab your wrist until you tangled your fingers into his hair, feeling the strands as he hummed against you appreciatively.
Hesitant at first, your hips grinded against him, letting his hands use your hips as leverage to pull you further down onto his face until you were convinced he couldn't breathe.
But Binnie looked so content like this, his movements becoming more eased, practised, tongue moving against you in a hypnotising manner.
So you stopped worrying.
"fuck- binnie, don't stop" you muttered almost a cried out response to his ministrations, and he relished in the way you practically dripped into his mouth.
It felt too good, seeing his arms tense as they looped around you to keep you attached to him, unable to move even if you wanted to, forced to suffer under the constant stimulation of his mouth.
Not that you were complaining, he could tell the effect it had on you as he gently, at first, moved you against him, letting him take over your movements as your grip tightened on his hair.
"that's it, make yourself come on my face bunny" he murmured against you, convinced he was getting more pleasure out of hearing your whines and having your slick coating his mouth than you were.
Your hips stuttered above him, your whimpers and moaned out pleads coming out more and more prominent as he continued, the knot forming in your stomach quickly under the non stop stimulation against your aching core.
Changbin didn't falter his movements once, determined to make you fall apart above him, even though you were still under his guidance and the way your thighs settled so comfortably around his head had him grinning against you smugly.
But something in him switched.
“get up” he murmured from beneath you, and as your hurriedly detached yourself from his mouth, as if afraid you had hurt him him, his hands were manoeuvring you onto your stomach.
You didn’t have time to react before he was lifting your hips up, manhandling you like you weighed nothing.
“fuck, so pretty on top of me bunny, but you look so much better like this” he murmured, arm slithering around under your neck in a headlock, as he leaned over you.
“you’re wrecked already?” he teased, the plush skin of his bicep cushioning your face, leaning next to your ear as he freed his hardened length from his gym shorts.
“please, please, Binnie” you whined after getting denied of your once approaching orgasm.
He pressed his other palm flat against your back to keep you arched as he positioned his length against your dripping entrance until you were whimpering beneath his arm.
Your thighs were trembling, so tiny under him like his pretty doll to move around, the thought of it only spurring him on more.
“can you take it for me? i know you can bunny” he praised lowly, finding amusement in the way you were trying to press yourself back against him only to be stopped by the grip of his arm around you.
“yes binnie- i can take it, i promise” you whined out almost incoherently, his body towering over yours intimidatingly arousing.
Changbin huffed a small laugh, teasing, “practically gonna break you baby, you’re so small”
He drawled out, but it didn’t stop him from pressing himself further between your thighs until the length of him was practically splitting you open.
You choked out a moan at the feeling, your walls clamping around him instantly, making it hard for him to move properly inside you as you whined.
Your hands found solace over his bicep, the one keeping your body pinned beneath him and your back arched prettily.
“mm, it’s always too much for you isn’t it bunny?” he taunted as he bottomed out inside you, your core practically keeping him locked inside of you with how tight you were around him.
You nodded as best as you could, letting his other hand move to your back to keep you properly pinned down for him to start thrusting,
He didn’t even let you adjust before he was pistoning his length in and out of your leaking hole, and as much as the sensation overwhelmed you, you found comfort in his larger embrace.
If you could call being put in a headlock and your guts being rearranged inside of you an embrace that is.
“binnie- binnie, too much” you whimpered, nails practically clawing at his bicep as his hips slammed against yours, but he knew better.
He knew that you were just overwhelmed, your legs trembling under the weight of his heavy cock inside you.
“no it’s not, just take it like a good girl, it’s okay bunny” his lisp pressed a kiss to the curve of your spine as he kept you down for him.
You whined, unable to move under his larger frame, taking surrender under his ministrations, letting the wet sounds of him thrusting in and out of you become more prominent.
“fuck- this is what you needed huh? had you staring at my arms all day long, all you wanted was for them to be wrapped around you like this isn’t it bunny?”
“yes- yes bin, need you-“ you incoherently let out, voice muffled from where you buried your face in his arm for some sort of longing comfort.
He chuckled, looking at the base of him where your arousal dripped off him, “this is all you need huh? the only thing you’ll ever need”
Changbin watched as you clenched around him, the sight only spurring his movements on further, reaching spots inside of you that you didn’t know existed.
He felt you become close, the telltale signs becoming obvious to him as you babbled nonsense, too taken back by the feeling of him pressed so deeply inside you.
“that’s it, there you go. you can come baby. gonna let me fill you up huh? make your little pussy drip with me for days”
You nodded, crying out a choked moan into the soft yet firm flesh of his arm, trying to writhe away from the stimulation despite how much you needed the release.
But it was no use considering he had you pinned beneath him like he was taking the rest of his energy out on you, and he didn’t even look like he was breaking a sweat.
Yet you could feel the way his hand splayed across your back became firmer, a sign he was also close to his inevitable release.
Your whined out voice came out high pitched as he felt you release around him, your walls practically sinking him in as his movements rode out your high.
And not long after, he followed suit, his release painting your insides so deep you could practically feel him in your stomach.
The low groans he let out muffled into your hair as he tightened his arm around your throat, your vision blurry and your legs giving out if it weren’t for him holding you up by your hips.
Changbin’s heavy breathing feathered over the back of your neck for a while after he rode out both of your highs, your skin warm underneath his hands as finally let his arm move.
“you did so good, huh baby?” he muttered quietly, fingertips now tracing your neck softly as if an apology for the way his arm practically crushed it.
He flipped you over gently onto your back, leaning down to pepper kisses to your cheek before adjusting his clothes,
“come on then, the boys are probably already at the restaurant”
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