@moonsworn: you’re not a disappointment. you couldn’t be if you tried.
bathed in salty air, clouds of smoke, facing the water with a forlorn gaze, her elbows rest on the railing overlooking it. the world is quiet here, even if it's just for a moment before they have to continue their journey tomorrow. it's like they're the only ones awake, hidden under a bleak sky, murky blue, nearly gray. she likes it better when it bursts with colour, but this is just fine. either way, leitha would probably roll their eyes in frustration if she mentions her liking for nature once more. a hum. she stares off into space, for a moment, feeling their gaze weigh her down and split her apart. it's a tantalizing process, really— she can't tell if they're joking, but she knows it brings the same feeling as the parasite in their heads. it's uncomfortable and she would truthfully rather talk about anything else, but she knows trust must be built through moments like these. there's a difficult look in her eyes. she knows it makes her look older than she is, more weary, like a pillar of salt left to face the sea.
her hair swaying in the air, gently, tousled locks and pursed lips, a painting just for the night. she almost cracks a smile, but she's too tired, mind too tangled up in knots. she didn't sleep a wink last night. ❛ you look different in this light, leitha. it's lovely to see. ❜ a quiet thank you. from the time she has spent travelling with them, she's learned how to express her thoughts to them in a way that gives her the result she was hoping for. it is perhaps what works best with her, as well, because as different as these two are, they share more similarities. she thinks of their words once more. ❛ disappointment is perhaps the wrong word here. misplaced would explain it better. ❜ the young sorceress has been asleep for over one hundred years and now that she is alive during a completely different era, she's unsure if there's truly anything for her after they find a solution to the illithid parasite. everything she has held dear has already left the earth. when the end comes, what will become of her?
she turns her head to glance at them, small smile on lips. ❛ tell me, have you thought of what you would like to do? after you find your sister? you must be looking forward to it. ❜