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「 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄: 」 a private and highly selective original character designed and executed by 「 𝐊𝐈𝐖𝐈 / 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐑𝐀 」 featuring 「 𝐈𝐋𝐒𝐀 " 𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍 " 」 ... genius-level byproduct of project █████. hiding in plain sight as a biomechanical architect, ilsa reverse engineers bio-organic prosthetics and modifies them for use as cybernetic weapons. trained in biological warfare and chemical agents of mass destruction, she is the hidden leader of a shadow cabal who know her only as 「 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐎𝐁𝐎𝐆 」. very few are privy to the truth behind her identity as she often plays the part of a messenger for those who would like to do business with her or her organization.

「 𝐃𝐍𝐈 𝐈𝐅: 」 you are a minor, you are a pro-shipper / agree with pro-shipping rhetoric, you have phobias of surgical procedures, needles, blood, human experimentation or are triggered by mentions of illness, violence, or self-harm.

「 𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: 」 loss of identity / purpose, a weapon without a wielder, revenge at the cost of everything, damnation, figureheads, political corruption.

「 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐒: 」 intel, memes.

#kiwi / audra | 30 | she + her #updated 09/23/25.

I have three stitches in my tongue ... can't even describe how annoying they are.

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#like ... it's next level annoying and painful ugh #at least the massive fibroma is gone but let me tell you ...#having it removed was torture and I've had teeth pulled with basically no Novocaine #UGH

ilsa could say the meanest shit possible then pass out looking like a tuckered out kitten ...

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#it's tiresome having such a massive brain #it's not her fault she's in mensa!!!!#ilsa only looking vulnerable when she's asleep is on another level

oh yeah, i still got it >:)

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#idk if i will use this one but it's a good first try at something in a long ass time

I wanna write Maude where is she ..... what email do I need to fish out to write my sexy psychotic woman?

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#thinking .... thinking ... thinking ....#I'll find it #I know miss Beckett will point me in the right direction mentally --#she could definitely fix me

I would consider Ilsa an anti-hero moreso than a villain probably ... she's always going to do what's best for her (and maybe the few people she favors). She can play a good guy for a little while but in the grand scheme of things she was regarded as an accomplishment or a trophy for the early years of her life and it translates into her "it's either you or it's me and it's not going to be me" mentality. she's selfish, it's her vice but it is what it is and that doesn't always translate well into working in teams or with others in general.

she's also extremely particular and likes things done a certain way, when people try to butt in on something she KNOWS how to do very well (due to her borderline superhuman intellect) she will snap a little bit. Maybe a lotta bit, it's a risk. don't do it.

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#like if someone lurks over her shoulder and tells her she's doing something wrong #they are very likely going to get punched in their stupid face 🤚

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Cudi! 💜 Both of us appearing out the blue after hiatus, it's an omen!

#fifthimpact #( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#a good omen or a bad omen ... only time will tell lol #ilu!!! I hope you have been doing well!!!

@cinderlynx asked: ❝ do somethin’ about that fuckass bob , will you ? ❞

" How original. " A scoff frees itself of her throat, easier than breathing. Manicured nails rise to ruffle the ends of flaxen hair, nose scrunching at the unsightly mess that trails down his nape like some ungodly abomination. " I'll do something about my hair, when you do something about this rat's nest. " It doesn't surprise her that Ash would call her out for her trendy, fashion forward cut whilst sporting a ... well, she doesn't exactly know what to call the catastrophic mop of blonde hair upon his head, but there's no accounting for taste, this much she is sure of. Hand moves over his forehead, delivering a flick to the direct center. " You're making me look bad by association, now scurry along back into whatever rathole you crawled out of. Shoo. "

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬 / ic. )#( 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞: modern. )#cinderlynx #they just have to squabble real quick #also idk what this looks like and I'm too lazy to do a ton of formatting since I'm on mobile so hopefully it looks okay lol

just a little ilsa doodle for all the ilsa likers out there ... her hair is so bouncy. love of my life.

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#( 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐲 / ilsa. )#I like drawing her so here we are

sinstre

But if I was an imitation ... a perfect imitation — how would you know if it was really me?‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎ ‎‎‎ ‎‎‎「 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐥𝐬𝐚 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐬 」

#the disassociation queen fr #the clone experience has messed her up good fr #she's the first real fully functioning ilsa #and the last ilsa ofc since she burned the lotus lab to the ground but still #I feel like sometimes she has that feeling where you don't quite recognize yourself in the mirror #like some serious depersonalization

whenever ilsa stands next to a tall person she's instantly put in a bad mood like ... how dare you tower over her? who gave you the right?

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#I return every few months to give you ilsa anecdotes #if ilsa ever had a canon love interest I would make them like 6'4 purely bc I think it would be funny #she would be so at odds with herself Abt it

ilsa jumpscare ...

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#BOO!#i lost all my icons and stuff my laptop decided it's had enough lmao but

url update: 0cculus -> sinstre

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#nods sagely

she deserved better 🗣️🗣️🗣️

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#i think she should be allowed to be a physical manifestation of hatred and anger #an unflinching unfeeling representation of inhumanity at its most primal and raw #that's ilsa

she's baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack ...

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬 / ic. )#tell ilsa you missed her right this instant ... or else.

Thinking about Ilsa’s bodyguard Winston and how he was Lotus’ attempt to give a man unparalleled strength and endurance. Unlike Ilsa9, he’s not a clone — he was just some poor guy that got snatched off the street one day, which is not an uncommon tactic.

When Ilsa escaped containment and began killing the scattered Lotus scientists in her teenage years, she came across files regarding another experimental facility and discovered Winston. Because Ilsa was only a small teenage girl, life was difficult for her on the streets and she often had to bite, claw, and scratch her way out of danger — so even though she wasn’t entirely well off herself, she took care of them both and tried to help Winston remember who he was in the past to no avail.

Because Ilsa took care of Winston, even jokingly giving him a new name, he returns the favor into her adulthood. They have been together for about ten years with about eight of them being during Ilsa’s reign as Chernobog. Winston is, thanks to the Lotus experiments, extremely strong — getting hit by him will break bones, at the very least. Overall, he’s pretty harmless and doesn’t enjoy hurting people but in the event that someone is suicidal enough to take a shot at Ilsa or try to hurt her in any other way shape or form, well … suffice to say their skull will be hitting the pavement at mach speed.

If they survive being cracked like an egg, they have to contend with Ilsa herself and thats much worse because shes so absolutely beyond vengeful it’s not even funny.

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#Winston is just a GIANT of a man too and that’s probably why Lotus picked him bc he’s so fckn BIG #anyway thanks for coming to my rant this evening im abt to fall asleep but no srsly … anything for Mr. Winston.

you know you messed up when Ilsa is chastising you …

#( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 / out. )#she hardly ever gets to lecture anyone so she’ll take what she can get #Ilsa is always starting fights or getting sick and passing out or sleeping for 3 months or calling someone’s jacket ugly #shes THE problem …. but at least shes hot #💅 💜

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