Inspired by Taylor Swift’s I Almost Forgot You Existed
4 months later…
My relationship with Jared has gone smoothly for the most part. Like most relationships in the public eye we’ve gotten some hate messages like “you aren’t good enough for Jared. Go back to whatever hole you came from.”
It’s been such a whirlwind romance. 6 months since we met and I am pregnant.
Apparently, we conceived that night during the convention.
We haven’t been to visit his parents or mine yet since he’s been busy filming.
I am currently waiting at Starbucks for Jared. We are having a lunch date.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see people I never thought I’d see again.
My ex-best friend from college and this guy I knew from high school.
They look cozy. I guess they are together.
I roll my eyes and go back to writing my book.
I am so engrossed in writing my book I don’t notice she’s come over to my table. She taps on the table to get my attention
“Y/N, Y/N looks like you’ve been busy. Author and shacking up with Jared Padalecki.” Ruby sneered.
“ Go away Ruby I am working here go back over there to Rimmon.” I replied
“ I guess you didn’t miss me at all? What happened we were so close. I thought we could reconnect.” Ruby said.
I raise an eyebrow at her. She started off saying something really nasty than sweet. I don’t have time for her mood swings.
I point a finger at her.
“ First of all, I don’t have time for your mood swings. Second of all, you were the one to run for the hills when I needed someone to lean on. Third of all, miss you, ha I almost forgot you existed.” I replied
After my response, she hastily walks off in a huff.
I start having a flashback to those days I needed her and she wasn’t there for me.
Flashback 3 years ago
My old best-friend from highschool just called me. She wanted to reconnect after what she put me through by ghosting me all those years ago no way.
This just hasn’t been my week first my great grandmother passed away.
Then I caught my boyfriend cheating on me.
I could really use some to talk to.
I immediately message Ruby.
Y/N I am busy can we talk later.
I continue to message for months after that always the same response.
We don’t end meet up for our monthly lunches anymore.
Some friend she is. When I need her she’s never there.
End of flashback
I go back to hastily typing on my keyboard.
Jared finally arrives and he notices I am in a bad mood. He turned around to look in the direction I am glaring at.
Jared sighs. He seems to have recognized her. He’s seen pictures of her from old photos I keep in a shoebox.
I accidentally knocked over the box when I was cleaning our bedroom.
I had to tell him the whole story.
Jared gingerly grabs my left hand off the keyboard. He runs his thumb along the back of my hand
“Darlin’ calm down the stress isn’t good for the babies. You shouldn’t let Ruby get to you. She’s caused enough damage in your life don’t let that brunette get to you. I got your favourite chicken parmesan. I hope that lightens up your mood. “ Jared said.
Waving the bag in my face before he places it in front of me.
“ You’re a right sweetheart. Also really Jared, chicken parmesan will definitely lighten up my mood. I get up to kiss him on the cheek.
I close my laptop and happily eat the food Jared’s put in front of me. Jared smiles at how hastily I am eating as he takes a bite of his burger
I forgot that you existed
And I thought that it would kill me, but it didn't
We are celebrating our first holiday together and anniversary.
Even in this hunter lifestyle we take the time to enjoy the little things.
Stars shine like silver bells and the city is covered in snow.
Sam decided to take me on carriage ride. Sam’s romantic side is one of the many things I love about him. Also another thing is his caring nature.
" Y/N, what's on your mind you seem like you are a million miles away. You look cold too darling come here. " Sam said. I shuffle over closer to Sam. He wraps and arm around my shoulder
"Just taking in the scenery you know how much I love the snow. Also I'm thinking about how much I love you and lucky to have you." I said.
" I love you too. It's me who's lucky to despite my past you still want to be with me. Sam replied
I place a light kiss on Sam' s lips. Our driver stops the carriage. Which I now realize is Cas.
" There's another reason i brought you out here. Y/N, i know we haven't been together long but with our lifestyle we never know what will happen. I love you Y/N ,will you do the honour of becoming my wife? Sam asked,
" Aww Sam of course I will. I love you. I replied.
Cas has pulled out a mistletoe as Sam kissed me and place the gorgeous diamond snowflake ring on my finger.
I see Dean out the corner my eye with a phone filming the whole proposal.
But here in my arms I'll keep you warm. And hold you tight on this winter's night (We'll look back on the year) On this winter's night
(We'll count our blessings) On this Winter's night.
I pretend to be happy that Jared finally found someone to be with but why did it have to Y/N. Seeing her with his ring on her finger hurts my heart. I was young and foolish I should have never let her go. She and I met earlier on in our acting career we eventually parted ways because our careers took us in different directions.
I thought I finally got over than we had to film that movie 9 months ago the feelings came rushing back.
9 months ago
Road to You set
Why on earth did they sign me with a romance movie Y/N of all people?
I rub my hand along my face. Come on Jensen you can be professional about this.
Than Y/N walks out of the wardrobe. She looks stunning in with the casual blue dress and red lipstick. I just realize it's the big romance scene in the movie. I am going to an ice bath after this one.
We get called to set.
Maria’s Bedroom
“Jensen and Y/N get onto your marks.” Mark said.
I hear him call action.
“Ross we can finally be together now we don't have to hide anymore. Why don't you let your walk fully down and let me in all the way.” Maria said.
She takes a step towards me.
“ I guess you are right Maria. You are the only one for me let me show you how much I love you” I replied
I close the gap between us. My body goes into autopilot doesn't even feel like I am acting anymore.
I caress her face and push her lightly onto the bed and began kissing her all over and pull the zipper down on her dress. She removes my clothes as well.
By the end of the scene, I am no longer thinking with my upstairs brain my downstairs one is in full control. It took my last ounce of control to not want to whisk her off set and do it for real. I miss the feeling of her cuddling into my side like this.
“Cut that's a wrap great job, everyone. We'll start at 9 am tomorrow. Mark said.
It's the night of the movie premiere I am alone and dateless as usual. Y/N and Jared are flirting and laughing away beside me.
They've tried to set me up on blind dates they don't seem realize their efforts are pointless.
That big scene I mentioned earlier is playing on-screen right now. I smirk at the memory. My brief moment of happiness disappears when I see Y/N looking away from the screen and cuddled into Jared’s side.
Another 30 minutes pass and the movie is finally over. Now it's interview time with the press.
I overhear Y/N talking to ET Canada. As soon as I overhear the word pregnant I rush out of the theatre and make my way to my car.
Y/N P.O.V
Out of the corner of my eye, I see Jensen run out of the theatre. I quickly excuse myself and try to go after him but he has already sped away. I stand there dumbfounded. This is so unlike Jensen why the hell did he just take off like that. I make my way back to the theatre. I make a mental note to call him after the interviews.
Jensen’s P.O.V
I'll remember you
Standing in a nice dress, staring at the sunset babe
Red lips and rosy cheeks
I'll see you again even if it's just pretend in my wildest dreams.
