i got home from work at seven today and wow. its so great to get the time to just. relax. and take a break. and unwind. normally i get home around nine, but weve started closing an hour earlier and my brother came and got me with the car, so i didnt even have to wait for the bus home (normally i wait for the bus for 40+ min)
basically i just wanted to say that im gonna go to bed now, but i feel m u c h better today than i did yesterday and im getting a day off on thursday so things are looking up
also our dishwasher (do you.. say that... when its a job and not a household appliance...?) zain is a goddamn champion, i just found out that he hasnt had a day off? for two months?? wth. thats not healthy but holy crap its amazing that hes managed to do that? but seriously tho thats p fucking illegal and im not gonna work at this café again if thats the business practise im gonna support. poor zain. ive been wondering about how hes been there every day ive been working there
also he helped me clean up today and im so goddamn thankful, yesterday i didnt have the time to do it properly and i felt p bad about that.. but its too big of a job for one person to do at closing time. but yeah, zain has been great today
(my familys been extra kind to me today too, since i was pretty.. emotional.. yesterday... so im p thankful for that too. yesterday i felt like i was disintegrating, today ive been a bit tired but on the whole p ok. even p good sometimes. i feel like everythings gonna work out fine now)