#more than relatable

[hikaaishi]

What the Blobby???

He is back again... Who? BLOBBY!

This is true?????? OH YEAH it eas!

Fock ya, gonna ecludee.

He have his own  © food, subarashi!!! (It’s a cheaper food ( º Oº) )

I can’t even wait to see the evol...

[bpdabbing]

Relatable thought: you know whats hard???? accepting that you have violent impulses and urges. like,,, how do i even deserve affection ever, i feel awful. im awful.

DBT training: hey, that’s being p judgemental. the fact that you havent been acting on those thoughts should make you very proud of yourself. give yourself more credit. and even if you acted upon those things when you were young, you dont anymore. you are growing up and becoming better. be kind to yourself. also my brain: im a monster

The moral of this story is getting better is hard; convincing yourself that you are worth working for is hard. It’s not “fair” that so much work has to be put into being someone I can be proud of but I gotta keep working. The fact that I feel so awful about these thoughts is proof enough that you are a kind and compassionate. And even as I type this, there is a part of my brain saying that I’m not good, that the fact that I have those thoughts anyway is proof of being awful. But I am in control here. Not that voice in my head. I can be good. I will be. I will get better.