Can’t spell “quarantine” without “U, R, A, Q, T”! 😘 Hey, ok, I get it. I’m naively optimistic. My head is in the clouds. I take too many selfies. I post too much. But you know what? It’s soooo much better than the alternative. I’d so much rather be here than in the bleakness I was previously experiencing. I’m almost back to my normal, and it might be a little too sugary sweet and bubbly for most, but I’m happy with who I am. I TRULY believe that the best is yet to come. And I truly believe that something good will become of these seemingly apocalyptic times. Honestly, I hate to say it, but this downtime has done wonders for my mental health. So I’m grateful for it in a way. I’m refocusing and realigning. I’m remembering my WHY. Not just my what. Why I have a passion for art, modeling, singing, music, rock n roll, etc., and I’m figuring out a way to make it sustainable again, with goals for the future in mind. Sure, I’m scared and I’m nervous. I don’t really like this situation (obvi) but I’m happy about the good that’s becoming of it already, at least for me. I like to GO GO GO and I forget to rest. I burn out. So this time was needed for me. 🖤 I think that things will be different, for sure, but maybe our “after-life” will be better in some ways. Probably in ways we haven’t imagined, and probably not the fairytale ending, but better in some ways. 🥰 I like to think of it like this - could I have POSSIBLY even imagined where I would be today even five years ago??? Not a chance!!! BUT I would absolutely not want to be where young me thought I would be now!! Yikes. No thanks! This is weirder, and sometimes worse, but I’ll take it over my previously imagined very certain future! 😅 (Ok here’s another example idea - do you think aliens would be little green men exactly like humans have always imagined?? Doubtful. Spacial life forms would probably be sooo wildly different from us that they would literally be beyond human comprehension. We just like to think we have an idea!!! 👽) My point is simply this: perhaps we can be more ok with uncertainty. More love less fear. 💗 @dollskill #beadoll #quarantine #uraqt #morelovelessfear (at Seattle, Washington) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-IvTGlJCVp/?igshid=i9wpz1zu5b1v
