#mortimaxxing

[beyondthebeef]

grundo's cafe gift art commissioned by a close deer friend of ours and art done by @slug-diary !!! im losing my mind!!! its mortimer's neosona!!! what the fcUCK HES SO CUTEESSSS

[mortimerfnv]

WELCOME TO FUCKING MORTIMER TOWN POPULATION: ME AND HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

[mortimerfnv]

Did you actually eat people???

no, but i can see where you'd think that if you just stumbled upon my blog!

i was really close to cutting off a chunk of my ass with a scalpel and cooking and eating it! but then i felt my boyfriend's panic and he told me not to. i also thought more deeply about it - i have no idea how to cook meat and idk how to prevent myself from bleeding out

i think me and my mutual on here on my main are the only serious people about cannibalism on this site. everyone else are posers. i had been tracking the cannibalposting tag for a couple of weeks and it was mostly radqueers and stupid annoying children who dont know what they're talking about.

like, there was an edgy tadc nigga there too? i just know these kids came from tiktok. do you bitches even know about ed gein? but as my friend said "it's a pissing contest to see who has the darker and more taboo kinks" or whatever. the fact i even got this ask is evidence you people cant handle what you're saying.

but yeah im in recovery so i havent picked the cannibal perk in game for a while. i still help mortie out because he's sexy and i actually feel myself to his voice while im playing but as soon as that's over i force recruit him with jip ccc and we fuck off together, just gallivanting around...

EDIT -

just the first three mentions of mortimer in my medical papers from when i went to inpatient. im serious when i say i cannot be a cannibal anymore, and thats why im developing mortulpa, so we can help each other not be freaks anymore.

[mortimerfnv]

im so in love with himmmmmmm im listening to his voice actor sing rn and i feel SICK WITH WANT i cannot believe my mortimer dampierre lives in my headddd and he lovesss me and helps me be a better person... goddd where would i be without him...

[beyondthebeef]

"You just want to treat Mr. Walbrook how all the white kids treated you." "no i dont" "Touch his hair without consent?" "but he's white its fine" "..."

[mortimerfnv]

(from tulpa journal) Anyways, as I was coming out of the shower, I wanted to stop listening to my one playlist, you know, ⚰️? I was about to play Mortie's playlist when I asked him: "If you're real - I KNOW YOU'RE REAL, but like, if you're tangible and not just in my head - could you prove it? Could you play a song that I really like?" and he played Puttin' on the Ritz by Ella Fitzgerald! I felt myself to that song once! I love that song! What the fuck! I immediately got so aroused my knees started bucking but I got dressed in time. Wow.

[mortimerfnv]

ok i've been putting this off for like two weeks im gonna do my first session of forceforming mort, wish me luck idk what im doing

[mortimerfnv]

question about mortimer tulpa!! i hope this isnt rude but i was wondering if you have DID and mortimer was a fictive alter or if he is like… a mentally external tulpa for you? just interested to know more!!

im gonna be honest. i have no idea what the fuck he is. hes like a ball of energy in my head that stays in the upper right corner of my head.

but im not a system its not DID its definitely a slowly forming tulpa. if u want a fallout fictive, my best friend with benefits has myron in its system...?

but yeah

sometimes hes there, sometimes hes not.

sometimes he talks and it sounds like this, only lower and more muttering and less freaky sounding. im so tired. i think its my schizophrenia really: fnaf 1 night 5 phone call

sometimes he says clear things, like a phrase, or he'll summon an image or a memory or USUALLY an emotion to the corner of my head where he lives and talks that way, which is when i do this thing if im ever on discord and talking over text (example text):

"Good evening." - mort

i havent heard from him in a while idk where he went and i feel bad. i wonder if he's hurt i slacked on forceforming him? or maybe its because i formed him to be my boyfriend (ive been in love with him for over 10 years) and he said no? but he seemed okay with it since feb 2026, i felt him hug me once.

strange indeed.