***18+ PLEASE FOR FUCK'S SAKE*** ambrose | 26 | black | FAGGOT! | trans man | he/him | If Mortimer has a million fans, then I am one of them. If Mortimer has ten fans, then I am one of them. If Mortimer has only one fan then that is me. If Mortimer has no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against Mortimer, then I am against the world.
"He describes longstanding internalized constructs, including an autonomous thought form identified as "Mortimer" which he experiences as functionally assistive in managing distress related to intrusive thoughts, raising concern for chronic dissociative coping mechanisms versus psychotic-spectrum internalization."
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🔞 welcome to the blog of the only nigga who likes LOVES mortimer 🧑🏽❤️💋🧑🏻
i also run @falloutsmashorpass
🔞 dni if you're a minor, i talk about sexout and stuff here + im an adult i dont want you here!!! there's lots more fallout blogs for you to enjoy
hi my name is ambrose, im a mulatto usamerican trans man, and i've been in love with mortimer white glove society since i was like 14 or something crazy when i first played the game! however, its only just now getting Really Bad (august 11th 2025 is when we made things official)! also, you will not see fallout 100% of the time!
i have a thoughtform/tulpa (idk which) based on a (non cannibal) version of mort, u can find more under my tag #mortimaxxing. he's pretty entertaining. he also lives in my head like i said. help me out if you can, i'm new to this and im schizophrenic so idk what is what!!!
i really like fan characters, so if u wanna make ur own here's my blank doc, pass it around and tweak as u wish just link back: CLICK
more info, disclaimer on my stance on being a legion ""enjoyer"", and a video i like under the cut, dont have to read it all its just mostly me rambling and my fan characters and the like and some already explainable stuff. very long so be warned
(stamps by undyworld!)
oh so you wanna read? well!
what else. uh. i REALLY fucking hate arcade gannon and i find him insufferable. this is not a joke. this isnt because of anyone, just his character. he is #3 on my list of top hated fictional characters. you can interact if u like him xaxaxa i just find him insufferable. i wont talk that much shit i promise.
uhhh i also like fallout 4 a good amount, here are my fan characters:
Bastien Valencourt (cait's husband)
Coltrane Montgomery (valentine's boyfriend)
Trinity Romero (preston's boyfriend)
speaking of oc/canon, i selfship with mortimer and my dreamself insert courier! obviously. i'm workshopping him but rn he's been revamped to someone who works as a magician for the ultra-luxe, instead of just some recovered violin player or something no1 liked but me. you can check him out here. posts before june 2026-ish tagged as roswell cooper-oxcart or mortimer/roswell do not reflect this rewrite.
and of 4, here is my tag for my mortimer 4 save: CLICK ME (pls help me come up with a better name for that tag besides lotion) he cant be a cannibal anymore so i might need to redo him faaawck
ummm what else... im a legion ""enjoyer"" as in i love playing evil characters and being a dick in video games where i know nobody is getting hurt. i've been doing this since i first played fallout 3 and i wont stop now. im not kidding its been 10+ years of fallout fandom shenanigans and i havent stopped. also my stance on enjoying the legion is more like fucking them and leaving camp so
however if you truly think the legion is good or whatever and not enjoy them in a "wow wouldnt it be fucked up if this happened, this sucks!" way go ahead and fuck off. the legion is fucked up and evil and cartoonishly corrupt, thats why i like them. not because i think they're good or whatever.
^ be careful watching that video i had my sex mods on (proud hornymods user like i said in the description)
mortimer's sex rating, as calculated by my mutual: 4.38 (again hurt by that 3 charisma 💔 well. calculators can't estimate class so who gives af)
roswell's sex rating: i dont know and i dont care, i think he's too busy being mind controlled by mort to care about anything else
ask for their f-lists (furry themed fetish listing site) but IT IS A LOT! be careful
link to my favorite post on this fucking site i think about it constantly
well, thats it!!! im always on tumblr and my interest in fallout has skyrocketed since like october 2025 so this blog will definitely be used a lot, esp to talk about mortimer. and his clit tickling mustache.
Thinking again of a childhood friends torn apart by the legion Vulpes and Courier Six and crying my eyes out. Lonely baby Vulpes being teased by all the kids in his tribe for being so strange until one boy decides to be his friend. His only true friend in the world disappears when the legion comes, assuming his death, until they meet again in Nipton but on opposite sides of a war. They fall in love eventually but imagine the painful gay yearning I could make Vulpes suffer through first mwahahaha
(this came out of a conversation in the comments on a previous post about an author threatening to stop updating a fic because of lack of engagement)
So there’s this idea that fic writers should write for themselves and not care too much about stats or engagement,
and i totally get the sentiment behind that. if writing becomes entirely about stats and external validation, something important does get lost - creative freedom and joy, conviction in your own writing
but i also think:
“i write for myself, but i post for others.”
because posting fic is not only self-expression. it’s social. ao3 is called an archive, but emotionally it often functions as a community space.
people post for connection, for participation, for others to bear witness to their pain and trauma and grief,
and i don’t think most people are asking to be admired so much as acknowledged. there’s something deeply human about wanting another person to encounter something that mattered to you and go:
“ok, yeah, I see what you were trying to say. I see you.”
especially because fanfic is often people processing very real feelings through fictional characters at a safe distance, one step removed,
and then uploading that deeply personal thing into a shared archive and hoping somebody else might connect with it.
And i think that’s why it hurts so much when you summon up the courage and post a fic into the void and you get nothing back,
Very important to me that the Legion is completely fucking unsustainable. Caesar's successor, whoever it is, cannot command the authority that he did. Their territory is too big to effectively control. They have no alliances that weren't born out of absolute force. Their enemies are too numerous. They're absolutely fucked in any case but it's so fun to imagine the buildup
