#motivational.

[lobotolold]

Another day like this we just keep going.

[carved-cadaver]

🕯️ Julian / Jules || 23 || He/him

TW: €D vent account. || Minors DNI + I block ageless blogs

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Hello, I'm Jules, I'm doing poorly and I am romanticizing it.

I've been like this since my teens. I can't seem to stay recovered. always up to make friends/mutuals that are 18+

I'm a transgender boyfailure. i fw hannibal, iwtv, arcane, tøp, mcr, but this isn't a blog for my interests

more below the cut

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My tags:

# jules prattles. - my posts.

# vent. - my agonies.

# logs. - my daily intake log.

# insp. - you know.

# motivational. - motivation for myself

# helpful. - tips and whatnot.

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5'8, 4.5 years on testosterone

cw: 139 | lw: 129 | hw: 150

[velvetineblue]

"get lost."

" is that supposed to be insulting ? " he laughs a short laugh, unbothered. " maybe i like being lost— you ever think of that? one time i got lost in the city, in the rain, and guess what i found... ? " when he speaks, it feels like the setup for some kind of deep, thought-provoking lesson... ( himself? no. the meaning of life? certainly not. money? clearly no. ) but it isn't anything of the sort— it's a very simple pleasure, yet one he boasts of calmly but proudly, like he had won the world's greatest lottery: " it was a coupon, for a free plate of nachos. it was lying in the middle of the street and it was rained on— and it was probably expired—but the restaurant still took it from me! i think they felt bad for me . . . but i got my nachos! and that's the kind of deal you can never find, if you never get lost in life, " he sagely explains.

[alwaysbegrateful365]

[alwaysbegrateful365]

this is a very simple but powerful thought...

this is a very simple but powerful thought... if and when you can find that you understand the voice that has no words... or intuition... your life will change for the better thinks i

[alwaysbegrateful365]

[collymore]

White British stupidity: a basically naturally innate characteristic or a prized vacuity, worked on rather assiduously?

By Stanley Collymore

Unrealistically, unchristian Britons: real as well as clearly imaginary proselytizing ones; you know the sort, are angrily up in arms, as they allegedly, but rather hypocritically and dishonestly openly claim that several white school children and effectively predominantly boys are increasingly simply converted to Islam, in British schools. This false lurid accusation coming very incredibly from people residing in a country, Britain, where honestly, simply around 22% of the entire white population despite the rather bogus quite entrenched and discernibly perceived notion to the contrary, are essentially practising Christians; while, undoubtedly, the majority of the others, wouldn't be naturally able to really honestly or accurately truly describe what the actual inside, of any church looks like, because truthfully from their own birth, to their ultimate death and ultimately, in between those times they've never been literally or crucially been in any of them!

And to discernibly compound the aforementioned cited situation, the hereditary and equally too the constitutionally and literally present Head of the Church of England, equally also the UK's actual reigning monarch, is a manifestly, very characteristically, and similarly an obviously, irrefutably actually, unrepentant serial adulterer; while, legally attendant with that, his quite undoubted official heir, in both these crucial areas, constitutionally,   is essentially, clearly an atheist, and non church goer. Yet we discernibly and undoubtedly obviously have all these distinctly non-religious, white assholes literally, vilely complaining about Islam's purportedly coercive, eradication of Christianity - in what significantly is eccentrically simply a deludedly, ostentatious Christian country that's clearly and basically deceitfully so simply in name only.

And I reckon it would be a safe bet therefore - that situation carrying on rather indefinitely, unless of course, and quite unlikely so - that truly in order for these racist scum, to carry on receiving their dole payments, and social security benefits to undeniably support their bastard progeny and to similarly receive and basically retain the council houses which they quite clearly consciously and obsessively sought after and crucially acquired; and thus the sole reasons they had these bastard sprogs essentially in the first place; there was obviously an obligatory, statutory stipulation, that the unquestionably, obviously, major and undeniably satisfactory way to maintain getting, what they customarily and even very lavishly financially do, was simply through quite steadfastly adhering to their legal requirements to aptly attend church, on a regular basis; simply, that is the only feasible way you'll get these clearly hypocritical, and generally irreligious bastards and bitches being earnestly seen ever really sitting on these current and undoubtedly contemporaneously, significantly vacant church pews.

(C) Stanley V. Collymore 21 February 2024.

Author's Remarks: Is having white British school children voluntarily showing respect to Allah - effectively God in Islam - realistically worse than baptize a white baby that can neither speak, read nor reason, into Christianity or Judaism for that matter?

And literally to all of you white bigots of both those two aforementioned Faith's that you rather dishonestly use for your own racist control as well as monetary means when in essence you're actually non-practitioners of either Christianity itself or Judaism for that matter but in effect really simply use them as props for your own individual aggrandizement - whatever perversely that might be - isn't this dishonest behaviour of yours: quite a controlling mechanism you generally and adversely employ for your very own distinctively selfish ends, obviously and undeniably akin to your very malevolent and egregious behaviour actually surely regarding freedom of speech?

In other words, both these concepts are perfectly fine as long as your personally believe in and quite essentially similarly support them. Do grow up, will you!

I'm essentially, happily, unapologetically and discernibly proudly, a longstanding practising Christian, unquestionably so like the obvious, overwhelming majority of my fellow Bajans; but we Barbadians naturally accept, and clearly encourage others to not only seriously but likewise as well conscionably and honestly think for themselves on all matters, including religion!

And never to meekly or otherwise allow anyone to effectively ram anything, and that specifically includes religion, down our throats and basically get away with it. And with the people attempting such things being first rate hypocrites who in effect evidently don't practice what they preach, including the same religion they literally, falsely pretend to be defending. For how can you really, ever realistically defend something that you're obviously not a part of nor conscionably have any full cognisance about?

Personally I find it not only undoubtedly commendably impressive but likewise as well altruistically and universally too exceptionally beneficial that white kids in their formative years are simply both distinctively wholeheartedly willing and also thoroughly prepared to objectively and quite beneficially learn about other religions and their associated cultures, that essentially comprise the obviously daily existences effectively of basically billions of other people who undeniably similarly inhabit the world that they too significantly live in.

People who discernibly, unquestionably also have actually been far longer really on this very mutual Planet Earth of ours than White Caucasians have been. And through this mutual process of genuine objectivity and natural respect evidently help to constructively modify, and aptly shape for the better this world that very literally belongs to all of us; and not by any means those that clearly arrogantly and most pathetically quite delusionally selfishly think and odiously believe that it is exclusively theirs to do with as they jolly well please, and should they really feel so inclined to the vast detriment of everyone else.

No way must conscionable and literally ethically minded persons ever actually permit this sort of mind-set to become the norm; and why, what is essentially beneficially occurring with these white children now and discernibly in clearly marked contrast to what innumerable generations of White Caucasians have barbarously effected and dishonestly also significantly, routinely subjected other races to must end; thus enabling these young white school children to meritoriously fashion a far better world for all of us who're currently here and manifestly leave a fitting legacy, both for their children and their children's progeny who hopefully follow them!